DISCONTINUED! softcore --- chanjin ; Chan x Hyunjin

06

" sharing my heart, it's tearing me apart "

Chan's head was a mess, he loved Hyunjin, but he didn't feel like his feelings were reciprocated. Chan subconsciously slowly started to lose feelings and spend more time with Felix. The two Aussie boys had begun some sort of relationship, it wasn't official, but they were always seen together and did things that couples would do. Hyunjin however, didn't know about this. Hyunjin decided he was going to talk to Chan, so he went to Chan's studio. He heard Chan talking and thought he must be doing a Vlive but when he heard the tone and pitch Chan was talking in, he decided he was talking to himself. Hyunjin pushed open the door slowly, peeking his head in and saying in a sweet voice "Hey Hyung, can we t- ..." He instantly stopped seeing Felix in Chan's lap with the older boy straddling his hips as he left marks on Chan's neck. Hyunjin stopped, muttering out "Sorry ... it can wait," and walking out quickly. Chan let go of Felix's hips, Felix understanding and getting out of his lap, they both apologized and Felix left. Hyunjin grabbed a few days worth of outfits, a pillow and blanket and headed to Minho, the group's therapist friend. Hyunjin knocked on Minho's door, the older boy opening soon after with a sigh. He saw Hyunjin standing there, looking destroyed so he just moved aside and let him inside. Hyunjin went in and dropped his clothes, blanket and pillow by Minho's desk and flopped on his bed as Minho closed the door. "What happened now Hun?" Minho asked, sitting next to Hyunjin and placing a hand on his lower back. "I walked in on him and Felix, together, kissing," Hyunjin said against the bed. "Chan...?" Minho asked, a soft concern in his voice. Hyunjin nodded sadly. Minho let out a soft sigh and rubbed his back. "How can I help Hun?" the eldest boy asked softly, Hyunjin turning his face to look at him. "I don't know Hyung, just let me stay here for a little to gather my thoughts, please," Hyunjin said, tears in his eyes. Minho nodded and moved to wipe Hyunjin's tears. "Do you wanna sleep, Jinnie?" Minho asked, genuine care in his voice. Hyunjin nodded and sat up. "Okay, you can borrow my hoodie if you'd like," Minho said and got up. Hyunjin nodded again as Minho got a hoodie for him. Minho grabbed a hoodie that was slightly large on him and handed it to Hyunjin. Hyunjin turned his back to Minho so he could change, Minho changing into his pajamas and Hyunjin taking off his shirt, replacing it with Minho's hoodie. Minho turned to go to his bed, Hyunjin already laying under the sheets since he knew Minho wouldn't care. Minho laid by him and hugged him, the two falling asleep decently quickly. While Hyunjin was with Minho, Chan had begun to break down in his studio. Chan gripped at his hair, he loved Hyunjin, but he had done stuff with Felix and broke Hyunjin's heart. Chan hugged his knees to his chest, curled up in his chair as he cried himself to sleep.

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i only have 1 more prewritten chapter and im having writing block with this book ahhh i hope anyone reading this can understand if chapters come a bit slower !