The Silence of Heart

💔

To my love❤️

A bud of love was unknowingly and unwillingly sowed in my heart 
I tried to grow it with a blind hope of light but it didn't grow inside me

May be the light of love wasn't enough
May be the warmth of the water wasn't enough
Maybe it didn't like my heart

It just didn't happen

But I am thankful to you

For entering my life
For hurting me
For letting me madly fall in love with you
For igniting unbearable emotions inside me

Most importantly...

For not loving me...

I walked despite everything
Despite the thorns inside me that kept pricking my unstable steps towards you
Despite the knives that kept stabbing my heart that loved only you 

But it's over now...
I have to give up on you
I have to give up on my insatiable love

I have to stop the flow of my flooding heart
I have to stop capturing your face in the depth of my hollow yet painful eyes

But I don't want to...

I don't want to give up on my love
I just don't want to

Because...

I can't...

But I have to...

I am helpless...

Mixed emotions of anger pain bitterness hollowness surged my heart

My heart itself is a hollow piece now...

Can't help...

You are going on a new path
A beautiful path
She will be with you in every step you take
Walking together on your new path you'll reach your destination

The same destination my heart dreamt of 
The same destination in which I wanted our hands to be intertwined in every turn

The same destination that was never mine
The same destination that will never be mine