Dear Diary... (bxb)

bully,cutting,diary

-Jackson'sPOV-

Jason shoved me again against my locker,My eyes are wide and it can show the fears I think Jason notice that because he smirked"What's up Fag?" At first I didn't Answer but once he said"I'll ask you again What's up fag?!" There was a small silence but I answered back with stuttered"n-nothing"by the time I replied back Jason's friends Tyler and Ricky has arrived they both said with a simple 'sup',"Dude Wanna go to the bar and f*uck some people because this thing down right here can't wait to put it inside the assh*le" Tyler asked and pointed down his pants and Jason Replied"Sure man let's meet at my House 7 in the night but let me just finish my unfinished buisness here and I will catch up with you guys later at math class"Jason smirked as he replied,"sure but want some help?"Ricky asked with an evil smirked,Jason just nodded and smile devellishly then I closed my eyes for a second without any hesetation Jason and his friends started

Beating the sh*ts out of me I screamed in horror,people were gathering around and started saying hurtful words some we're laughing and some we're just there standing and watching,after they have fun with me the bell rang and the people that had gathered left and go to their classes,but before Jason and his friends have left the three of them said"you deserved it fag!",after the bell ring for 30 seconds I was at the cold ground I can't stand up because they punch me on the face and in the stomach they kicked me in the shins,but someone had show up it was no other than my friend Sam.

he had adjusted his eyes and saw me on the ground just laying there with blood in my lip and my shins have been kicked he had wide eyes and came rushing to me without any hesitation he asked"Jackson! Are you Ok? Do you want me to take you to the school nurse and help you get cleaned up?" I just nodded not wanting to talk to anybody,Sam carried me with bridal style and talks about his day yesterday and I just nod to whatever he says,by the time we we're in the nurse's room and open the door,Nurse Katie greeted us with a 'hello' but her smile drop as soon as She saw me her eyes show pity but I just shook my head in disbelief and a small sigh,She asked"Did they did it again?" She said with a soft tone trying to comfort me,Sam have put me in the seat next to Nurse Katie's desk,

"Jackson im going back to my class now, see you later at science" I didn't said anything instead I just nodded,"Jackson how long can you keep this up? you have to tell your mother to talked to the princapal and convince him to change you into other schools it just pained me to be seeing you like this I know I'm not your mom but I just want to do what's best for you",then she took out the medic kit and started looking through for stuff to bandage me and get me cleaned I just sigh and stuttered"I-i know B-but its g-gonna be o-one more y-year and h-half since I-i have g-graduated from t-this cursed s-school" I replied,She sighed"OK your all cleaned up but before you leave I'm gonna write you a slipt for why your late for your math class" it took her a minute of writing the slipt until she said"ok you may now leave but Jackson please... Be careful" I nodded and told her"i-i will"

I walked into my math class and as soon as I walked in everyone's eyes were on me again...,then the teacher Mr.Harold broke the silence"Mr.Miller why are you late?" I just gave him the slip that Nurse katie gave me,he reads it then he nods"alright you may go seat in your seat" I nodded then i was walking towards my seat and Jason Shot me a glare but I just ignored it and sat in my seat listening to my teacher says things....

The day is going faster than I thought,it was now lunch and I was packing my bag and was going to meet Sam but he texted me"Jackson I'm really sorry but I can't eat lunch with you I am so busy I promised after I have finish my work I will treat you -Sammy:)-" I was almost going out when someone tap my shoulder... It was Jason.Tyler and Ricky the three of them smirked at me Jason spoke"Where do YOU think your going fag?" All I could say was"I-i u-uhmm" and then before I knew it they beat me again when am I gonna stop this suffering
... After they was gone I stood up slowly still hurt from what happened a minute ago then I rushed out the school and walked back home I was glad that my mother isn't home and will come back at 11 in the night so I opened the door then quickly shut it,and quickly heading up upstairs to my bedroom searching for my small but sharp blade, it was in the drawer right next to my diary I grabbed the blade and pulled up my sleeve and started cutting,at first I sliced it not to deep and then started to cut it deeper until I felt the blood dripping of my arm and dripping down the floor making a small puddle of blood, I started