𝐑𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐏𝐞𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐬 ➳ 𝐂. 𝐄𝐯𝐚𝐧𝐬

𝟏𝟑. 𝐈'𝐦 𝐍𝐨𝐭 𝐆𝐨𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐀𝐧𝐲𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞

Today is the day of our 10th date, but instead of getting ready, I'm in bed. I'm crying my eyes out, all because of one stupid text from my ex. He got a new number, so he texted me through there to tell me that I'll never find someone. That one text from him, or even seeing his name on my screen, makes me scared. Scared about the feelings I have for Chris, because it's not going to end well.

I have to cancel our date tonight, or actually, I have to cancel every date ever. I knew I shouldn't have gotten this started, I knew I shouldn't have been with him!

__________

|text message|
|Chris|

Me
Hey Chris

Me
I'm sorry to do this over text but
I can't make it to our date tonight

Me
Actually, I can't make it to any of
our dates anymore

Me
But I had a really nice time before,
thank you

Chris
What?

Chris
What do you mean?

Me
I don't want to do this anymore

Me
I'm sorry

Chris
I don't get it

Chris
What happened?

Chris
Are you okay?

Me
I don't want to date you anymore

Me
Do you get it now?

Chris
All of a sudden?

Chris
Did something happen baby?

Me
Yeah

Me
I don't want to do this anymore
Chris

Me
I'll send you that sweater you
left here

Chris
That sweater is yours

Chris
Can I come over to talk?

Me
No, I'm sorry

Chris
Is there someone else?

Chris
Did you fall in love with someone
else?

Chris
Amelia?

Chris
Please just respond

Chris
I want to know what's going on

Chris
Are we broken up now?

Chris
Please tell me we're not broken
up

Me
I got this text from my ex and when
I saw his name, I knew I was
screwed

Me
I realised that I'm not supposed
to be with anyone

Me
I don't believe in this whole 'love'
thing, it just doesn't fucking exist
for me

Me
I can't do this anymore because I'm
scared of the way I feel about
you