Billie's Pov
"I can't believe i embarrassed myself like that." I shook my head covering my face with my hands.
"That's just wrong how you thought it was her. Like really what did you expect anyway?" Claudia said.
She's right. I guess i need to let her go already. She's not coming back and i need to accept that.
"Yeah you're right. I just had this last little hope inside me. What an idiot." i laughed. Suddenly Finneas and Danielle walked into the living room, coming back from a grocery shop.
"Aunty Bil" She ran to me and i got up to hug her. I opened my arms sitting down and she hugged me.
"Hello sweetie. How is my little cutie princess is doing?" I said cupping her cheeks.
"What about me" Finneas stood there with two bags in his hands and sad dumb looking expression on his face that made me chuckle.
"I'm talking to my baby niece, old man. You're interrupting." I said jokingly and then walked to him to hug him.
"Your little sweetie cutie niece got me in trouble when we were at grocery store. She put a goddamn lollipop in my pocket." My jaw dropped and i looked at Danielle who's innocently smiling at me.
"Nah no one would believe this adorable baby would do stuff like this. Look at this face." i said chuckling.
"But if we be serious here, Dannie baby, don't do this again, okay? It is bad." Claudia said sitting down putting her hand on her cheek.
Dannie nodded and Claudia left a kiss on her forehead.
"Anyway, how are you Bils?" Finn asked sitting on the couch.
"Fine. I just thought maybe we should finally finish the album today?"
"Sure but a bit later, okay? I'm kinda tired, especially after our trip with Danny." He laughed.
Michelle's Pov
"I'm remembering many things and I'm so so confused." I said breaking the silence in the car.
"Wait what? You remembering things?" Andrew said looking at me then looked back to the road.
"Yes. You got killed, i went to your funeral, they buried your body in coffin. But how the fuck are you alive now? It doesn't really make any sense to me."
I started getting random flashbacks from my past I didn't know about few weeks ago. Now it happens so often, my brain is already exploding.
The main thing that i hate about it is that the memories are not in order. I first saw how i was stroking a dog, then how i was playing with dolls, then Andrew in the coffin, then how i was sitting in school cafeteria.
"I kinda died. But i uh I'm alive"
"Yeah i see that you alive. And what the fuck 'kinda died' mean?"
"Ask dad. Now shut up" He said sternly looking out the window. How rude.
Soon we finally got home and i go straight to dad's office. I opened the door without knocking and came in the office.
Dad looked up from his laptop with no emotions then looked back at it and started typing something.
"We need to talk." He kept his attention on the laptop. "My memories are getting back." I said.
He stopped typing and closed the laptop. I couldn't read his face. Why is no one happy about my memories getting back?
"What memories?" He asked and i sat down on the chair.
"Andrew died. I got flashbacks from his funeral and you weren't there. Mom wasn't there too. But the main fact that just bothers me is that Andrew is alive right now. What in the fuck's name happened?"
"It was misunderstanding." He said, i waited for him to continue but he didn't say a word.
"Okay. I lost my memory but I wasn't born yesterday and am not a stupid little kid."
"What else you remembered?"
"Nothing important. That's so weird how i didn't see Jayda in my flashbacks, you said we were together all the time since my childhood." I said looking directly in his eyes that were looking everywhere but me. "Why are you getting so nervous, dad? What's wrong? Or are you hiding something from me?"
"No, what would i hide from you? I need to go now" he said getting up and walking to the door.
"I need answers." I said but he already left the office and closed the door.
He is hiding something. I need to know what is that. There's one person who can tell me everything
I got my phone out of my pocket and turned it on. I went to my contacts and picked Jayda's number. Few rings later she picked up.
"Yeah?" She said
"Where are you now?"
"I'm in my room, why?"
"Okay I'm coming" i hung up and left the office. Soon i was already in front of Jayda's room. I knocked on the door and she yelled to come in.
"Hey" i said closing the door behind me. I sat down on her bed next to her.
"What happened?" She asked.
"I already know what you guys are hiding from me." I said. I actually don't but i need to get the truth out of her in some way.
"What are you talking about?"
"You know damn well what I'm talking about."
"No i don't." She looked away.
"Stop lying." I made her look at me by grabbing her face with my hands. "Just tell me everything yourself. I'm sure there's many things I'm not aware of."
She pushed my hands away and got up.
"Michelle, are you high?"
"I'm not! Oh lord." I said rolling my eyes.
"I really don't understand what are you talking about."
"Jayda. Please i need to know everything. You don't understand how i feel not knowing what was in my past. I feel like you all are lying to me and it fucking scares me. What if dad is not actual my father? Or you, what if you're not actually the girl i was in love with?"
"Oh Michelle." She sat down next to me. I looked at her and she was looking down. She got up again and went to grab a paper and a pen from her table.
She started writing something while i waited. Once she was done, she handed it to me.
I can't say anything about it. He hears everything. And if i tell you, he'll end me. I really wish i could tell you the truth.
"I'll protect you from him. He won't do anything to you." I said taking her hands.
"I can't. I'm sorry." She said and I sighed letting go of her hands.
