Billie's Pov

I opened my eyes and smiled when i remembered yesterday's day. I turned around to see that Michelle wasn't next to me.

I sat up and my phone started ringing. I groaned and got it from my nightstand. It was Laura, so i picked up.

"Hello"

"Did you just wake up?"

"Good morning to you too." I said yawning. "What's up?"

"You have an interview at 1.30pm in 4 hours. Get up, girl." She said.

Oh yeah. I forgot that i had a whole music career singer life for a good minute.

"Okay bye" i said then hung up. I went into the bathroom to take a shower. I was too tired to do my skin care routine last night. Well I'm lucky i got 4 hours left.

God knows how long I've been here but I finally got out of the bathroom, after drying my hair. I walked in the kitchen to get myself something to drink but i saw a plate of french toast and a coffee.

I saw a note next to it that said

Sorry that u didnt get to see me
next to you waking up, but I'll
see you later ;)
                                                Love, Michelle

I smiled and took one toast. I didn't check my phone at all since yesterday and saw missed calls and texts from Dima.

I felt bad so I texted him apologising for not answering. He answered me almost immediately.

Dima

hey sorry if i made you
worry, i was busy
yesterday

its ok, u good?

yep im ok, how r u?

i was missing u actually.
wanna call or ft?

I'm sorryyy i have an
interview soon.

But I'll call u as soon
as i get out of there,k?

Sure thing princess. Good
luck with the
interview

Thanks☺️
Delivered

I realized it was now 11.24 am and I haven't even chosen what to wear. So i hurried with the toasts and drank the coffee. I wonder if she ate before leaving.


Michelle's Pov

"We went back to that place to get the bodies and everything so we don't get caught. You didn't see anything, no one did." Andrew said, finally stopping to walk back and forth.

"Saw what?"

"Good job. Now i guess I'm the leader of his gang now."

"Wait you're not gonna get your hands dirty all over again, are you?" He kept silent. "Andrew, you're not going to, right?"

"I can't just leave like that, someone has to take it over."

"What the hell are you- Dude, i" i didn't know what else to say. He now got the chance to finally find a job and live a normal life, but he's conscience suddenly told him not to.

"I'm not gonna be like him. But really, if u think about it, that's all I've been doing my whole life."

"What? Murdering? Drug trafficking? Threatening people? Are you really choosing that kind of life?"

I know that he has been through a lot and i want the best for him. But sometimes he's so stupid and doesn't see what's right and wrong. Even little kids know better.

"I said what i said." He walked off, leaving me wondering if we're really related, since no one in our family was never that fucking dumb.

"He got the nerve" Claudia said walking in the room. "But seriously, he doesn't understand that he's putting himself and everyone in danger"

"You can say that again. He's the greatest king of bad decisions." I said crossing my arms.

"Okay enough about that, we didn't get to talk alone at all since yesterday. I gotta sayz your 'death' probably was the hardest thing we had to live through. Especially for Billie, she was unstable. She cried every night, when she saw you in her dreams."

"I know. I feel like such an asshole man. But I don't regret what i did. I'd rather die than see her dying." I said then got up. "Did Dannie wake up yet?"

"No, she sleeps like her dad, you can't wake her up and if you do, get ready for the show of your life." She said and i laughed.

"She looks like mini you. I miss her already, can i just like peek inside her room and see if she's awake now? I want to play with her and her dolls."

"Go and get yourself your baby, cause her schedule is busy with playing with me" Claudia said teasingly. "By the way, have you ate this morning?"

"Nah I'm starving."

"Come on then, I'ma make you something."
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"It's beautiful. I remember this song that she sang for me to sleep." I said after listening to 'i love you' by Billie. "But the lyrics were different, it wasn't this sad"

"I guess she changed them after, you know." Claudia was putting the dishes in the dishwasher.

"I guess so. Are all her songs about me and this sad?"

"No, of course not. But probably like 67% is about you."

"Oh damn" i said, kind of shocked.

"So, Michelle. What are you and Billie are going to do now?"

"What do you mean?" I asked.

"I mean it's been years, things have changed."

"Well, obviously. I believe we're gonna just keep living. What else?"

"Soo Billie has been talking to a guy. He's the first one she had been this close since you." She said looking at me, waiting for an answer.

What the hell.

"Who is he?"

"She calls her Dima. They met when she flew to New York for an interview. And they had been talking since."

Does that mean she moved on from me? But she said she loved me.

"Chelle, you need to figure things out with Bils. I'm not saying she no longer loves you or anything. I just thought it would be right to tell you about him."

"Thank you for telling me that i guess. I gotta go now." I said getting up and headed to leave.

I'm sure it's nothing. I know we're meant to be together. And she would never choose some guy she just met over me. Right?

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