𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐦𝐞 | drew starkey

II. its gonna be ok

issys pov

i woke up the next morning wrapped in drews arms, also with the need to be sick. i quickly unwrapped myself from him and ran to my bathroom. i felt someone come up behind me, pulling my hair back and rubbing a hand up and down my back "hey issy you ok" drew asked softly "yeah i'll be fine, can we go to the store in a bit i need to get something" i told him leaning on the wall behind "yeah we can. i'll go get some water for you" he said getting up from next to me. drew came back to the bathroom with a glass of water "what time do you gotta be on set" i asked "uh 12:30 today's a short day for filming so we dont have to be there till then" drew told me "ok can we go to the store at like 10 then please" i asked the boy "yeah its 9:30 now. you wanna get ready?" drew said standing up, holding his hand out to help me up which i gladly took as i nodded in reply. i washed my face before putting on leggings and an oversized tshirt. i checked the time on my phone and saw that it was 9:50 "drew you ready to go" i called walking out my room "yeah i am what store do you need to go to" he asked as he locked up the apartment "the pharmacy" i said "ok" he nodded.

we parked in the pharmacys parking lot "can you stay in the car" i asked drew before i stepped out "yeah sure" he replied "thank you" i smiled stepping out the car, heading for the pharmacy. i walked towards the isle that i needed and picked up the pregnancy test (you'll learn more about it it further into the chapter) i needed. i also picked up some pills just incase it was just normal sickness. after paying i walked out towards the car "got what you needed" drew asked "yeah we can go home now" i said as i done my seatbelt. "im just gonna go to the toilet" i said as we walked into the apartment. after using the pregnancy test i left it on the side in my bathroom and waited three minutes. while waiting my manager texted me.

dan

dan
issy your supposed to
be at the studio now why
aren't you here

issy
i kinda took a last minute
trip to charleston

i had no inspo for songs
so i decided to take a break for
a while sorry for not telling u

dan
i understand
just be safe let me
k

now when your back
hopefully by then you'll
have some songs

issy
thanks dan and yes i will
let you will you know

three minutes passed and i turned the stick over to see what it said. pregnant. "shit" i cursed under my breath collapsing against the wall. i was pregnant i dont know what im gonna do. i know ive got a whole support group for whatever my decision would be but that doesn't mean im not scared. "issy you ok" drew softly knocked on the door "uh yeah" i sniffed opening the door "issy whats wrong you've been crying" he engulfed me into a hug "is that a pregnancy test" he asked looking at the counter behind me "uh yeah" i said nervously "are you-" he asked before i cut him off saying "pregnant? yeah i am" more tears came flooding out my eyes "hey shhh its ok" he pulled me into another hug "i dont know what to do" i cried into his chest "just breath for a moment its gonna be fine when we go to set why dont you talk to rudy or one of the girls" he told me "i don't think im ready drew" i sighed "ready for what" he asked "being a mom im not ready im literally 22 i cant do this" i told him "hey look if you dont wanna keep the baby thats fine theres options out there and no matter what you've got your mom, dad, rudy, the rest of the cast and your other friends and they will support you no matter what you do"  he rubbed his hand on my back softly "i know i do its just everyone else that im worried about" i said "have you told max about this" he asked (max is her ex idk what i imagine him to look like so u can think of what he looks like) "we broke up" i told him "the baby is his though right" drew questioned "yeah it is" i nodded "hes probably gonna flip drew we literally broke up 1 month ago and now when the news comes out hes gonna be pissed and think i moved on fast even though i shouldn't worry about that because me cheated on me and i was completely oblivious to it all until i walked in on them two making put on the couch one afternoon" i walked and sat on the bed, head in my hands "fuck what he thinks issy hes dick, we could all see it" drew knelt down in front of my cupping my face so i was looking at him "i know i should but its gonna get to me even if i try not to let it" i sighed "listen you know if he says one wrong thing rudy will say something back to him and he wont be nice about it either" drew told me "i know, what time is it?" "uh 12 we should probably start going to set now do you wanna stay or do you wanna go" drew said "i'll come with, i can tell rudy or the girls and i'll be distracted aswell so i wont be thinking about it" i decided "ok lets go then, you got everything" drew asked "yup" i nodded and we walked put the apartment.

"hey issy" maddie greeted me when we arrived on set "hey maddie" i smiled "is rudy here yet i need to talk to him" i asked "no hes gonna be 10 minutes late you can talk to me if you want" she spoke "that boys always late for everything" we both laughed "yeah i'll talk to you about it im gonna tell mads at the same time as shes here" i continued "wait she is" maddie said confused "yup shes over there" i pointed in the direction madison was in. we said hi to mads before we walked into her trailer "so what did you wanna talk about" maddie asked leaning against the desk that was in here "ok dont freak out and you can ask questions after ive told you" they both nodded "im pregnant. the baby is max's but he doesn't know as i literally found out like 2 and a half hours ago, he probably wont find out either as we broke up and im not planning on seeing him soon so if he finds out its through the internet not me. ok now you can start with the questions." i let a out a breath "first we're so happy for you" they both hugged me "does drew know as you live together" maddie asked "yes he does" i nodded "are you keeping the baby" mads asked "as of right now i am yes" i told them "why did you and max split? i know hes a dick but that obviously cant be the reason" maddie asked "he cheated on me and shit like that and i couldn't take it anymore so i left him" i explained "im sorry about that" mads said "its ok hes gone now" i told them "so when do you think you got pregnant" maddie asked "uh two months ago i think so right before i ended it so im guessing thats when" i told them "i cant think of anymore questions now but just know im here for you no matter what" mads hugged me "yeah same here" said maddie joining the hug "i know you guys are" i smiled. "girls your needed on set" austin opened the door. "my favourite pankow sibling" he said walking over to me "hey austin" i said as we hugged "wait is rudy needed now i need to talk to him" i asked "uh yeah but hes only in for a bit of this scene then you can talk to him" austin said "ok thank you i'll just sit with lilah for a until hes done" i said as we walked into the direction of the set.

when rudy was finished filming his scene i pulled him to the side "hey can we talk" i asked him "yeah sure lets go to my trailer" he said. we walked over to where his trailer was and sat on the couch "i dont need you to go protective big brother mode on me about what im gonna say i need you to be supportive no matter what" "got it" rudy nodded "im pregnant. the baby is maxs but we aren't together anymore i ended when i found out about him cheating. i found out this morning and i cried at first and panicked but drew was obviously there and he calmed me down and told me everything is gonna be ok but im still scared" i told my brother "wait so im gonna be an uncle" he said face lighting up "uh yeah that a bad thing" i asked "fuck no issy its the greatest thing ever your gonna be a great mom you may not of wanted it now but it happened and listen even if you decide not to keep the baby i'll still be just as happy as long as your comfortable with whatever decision you make" rudy told me "i love you ru, thank you" i hugged him "i love you too sis".

soon the day of filming ended and we all left to go out to dinner "so did you tell him" drew asked as we got in his car "yeah i did and it went well he didn't go protective big brother mode on me" i smiled "im proud of you" drew said softly "what for" i asked "earlier you was shit scared and nervous and now look at you your smiling and laughing" drew smiled "i was but i think it was probably a build up of emotions" i explained "we're just glad your happy" he told me. "do you think this is gonna be easy" i spoke up "what will" drew asked "being a mom" i said "maybe not for a while but once your used to it, it will be fine and remember you got us to help you so dont feel alone" he said placing his hand on my thigh softly (🦋🦋) just from that small little gesture i felt butterflies erupt in my stomach "thank you for everything you've done today" i said placing my hand on his "i want you to be happy so i'll do everything i can to do that" i smiled.

after we got home from going to dinner everyone went home as it was getting late. saying goodnight to drew i went and got ready for bed before falling asleep.

author speaks!!

uh surprise ig! im gonna end this chapter here as idk what to write anymore. next chapter will be up soon, what do you think about issy and drews friendship?

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