Bloodshed

Prologue:

Staring at the gloomy window at my incredibly dark room, I watch as a raindrop falls from the sky dropped on the wet ground.

The night was so beautiful. The stars above shines so bright like few pieces of crystals and gems.

Here I am, alone, watching the beauty of nature while my mind flews around like a piece of paper.

And whenever I'm at this certain condition, dreaded nightmares came hunting me again.

I lose myself and I can't control it.

I tried to erase my past memories that tries to fill again my worthless mind, but in the entire duration of my years trying, I just couldn't.

It was never easy for me. I guess, I was born in this foolish world to suffer, or to experience irony. Life is full of Irony, right?

Every second, every minute, I feel thd eratic beating of my heart. It was like hammering inside. Every beat, just giving me the chills. I just don't know why.

Maybe inside, I was a bit confused of why I'm still surviving, after all my suicide attempts. Don't ask me to elaborate further. It was too shameful and too gross. I was never scared to end all of these, anyway.

My wasted life. The wasted girl that I am right now doesn't deserve to live.

Pure useless.

" You need to fight. "

" Why would I? I don't have any reason to."

" You just need to find out. I'll always believe in you. Fight for us. "

I felt cold arms embracing me from behind. I turned around to face him. Pale complexion. Tired, gray eyes and a weak smile. Almost same as mine. I stared at him, with my tears flowing down.

" I-I can't do this... "

"You'd just let them go away? After all you've been through? After all they've done to us? You promised me.

Please don't give up. "

" B-But how? "

" Just listen to me. Whatever it takes, I'll help you fight."

I closed my eyes as I felt his cold arms around me, pulling me closer. I felt his lips on my forehead.

It was almost unbelievable that I suddenly felt the power within me. My lost hope was back.

I gripped the sharp object hanging on my right hand. It was creepy.

And instead of being horrifïed, I smiled evily while staring at it.

" I Love you, just always remember that. We'd be together again, I promise you. And no one would ever separate us forever. "

I grabbed my black gloves and jacket. I wept my tears and smiled. Oh yes, I was hungry. Hungry to taste the addictive taste of vengeance. Mistakes has always a price, doesn't it?

I slowly took my way towards the door.

It's payback time, losers.