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trigger warning mentions of death , illness
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horeum ran after the taller. she did not want to let him go. not after what had happened with jeno. she could not bare losing two people.
" sungchan , please. i know i said let's try together. i'm sorry for liking you. " she banged against the taller's front door. sungchan opened his door and quickly pulled her inside , he did not want the neighbors' night to be disturbed.
" don't touch me. not after leaving me right after kissing me. " sungchan's head hung low. his brain said no , but his heart said yes.
" i'm sorry. i just can't . . . " it wasn't about ahri , he had definitely moved on from ahri.
" is it her ? do you still like her ? " choreum's voice was soft. she was trembling , her voice was shaking.
" no. " sungchan cried , tears streaming down his face. the last time he felt like this was when he broke up with ahri.
" then why ? just tell me if you don't like me. i can just let you go. " she couldn't let him go.
" it's not you , choreum. it's me. i'm the problem. i'm dying. " he broke down , sungchan was on his knees , he sobbed loudly.
" dying ? " choreum's heart broke into millions of pieces.
" there's not much time for me. that is why i left ahri , i did not want her to live through the pain of losing me. i didn't know i'd meet someone like you and fall in love. i tried so hard to walk away. when you brought up about jeno , i really wanted to walk away but i just couldn't. sorry for letting you waste your love on me. " sungchan said through his sobs.
choreum kneeled beside sungchan , hugging the sides of the taller. she had millions of thoughts running through her head.
" i have a month to live. that's what the doctors said. i came here as i didn't want the others to know about me. i . . . i don't know why i came here. i should've just stayed there. i'm sorry choreum , i'm so sorry. if these cancerous tumors wasn't growing in my brain , i would've never had you go through the same pain you went through before you met me. i'm sorry. i really am. " sungchan continued crying in choreum's embrace.
" don't say sorry. it's not your fault. falling in love is not anyone's fault. i fell in love with you , yes i love you and you fell in love with me. it's fate. " choreum caressed the taller's head.
sungchan held his head , too much crying caused immense pain to his head. choreum panicked.
" don't . . . don't worry. it's fine. i'm fine. just help me to my room. " sungchan said softly , as choreum helped him stand up and brought him to his room. she tucked the taller into his bed and proceeds to walk away.
sungchan did not let her go. he grabbed her hand. " can you please stay with me ? only tonight ? " choreum smiled at sungchan , she nodded softly and scurried into his bed , snuggling right into his embrace.
" is it still painful ? " she was concerned. she had very little time with him , she wanted to make him happy. she wanted him to be happy.
" it's okay if you want to let go , choreum. " sungchan smiled sadly.
" i'm not going to let you go. this time , let's be real. let's not use each other to move on. i want to spend time with you. i love you. " choreum kissed the taller's cheeks.
jeno always used to tell her , " your name may mean crescent moon , but you complete me , my little moon. " and always pinch her nose. she smiled at those memories.
" i wish to be the crescent moon that completes you , sungchan. now , sleep well. i love you. " she smiled at the taller.
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ruvi's talk!
double update hehe , one more chapter to go woohoo !! ok good night hehehehe.
