1st October 2021
Dear Cairo,
Five years... It has been five years since your life was cut short. It was hard for me to be happy when my primary source of happiness had been stripped away from me. But now... I feel happier. Lilac and I got married. She is also pregnant with not one but TWO babies! We are having twins! I have finally got my life back on track.
I love her so much. Maybe even nearly as much as I love you, Cai! I am grateful for finding her. She helped put me back together again. I am sorry about moving on Cairo... But just as much as I say I will never love anyone as much as you, I also say that it is time I move on. Not from loving you, but from mourning and feeling guilty over something that I now know, was not my fault.
You are my universe but I have now found my Earth. Lilac is fine with me still loving you. She even came with me to deliver this letter to you!" She always says "You may never love me as much as you love Cairo, but if you can at least give me half of your heart then that's okay!"
We were thinking of baby names and she brought up you. She wanted to name one of our kids after you! She expressed that you are someone our kids should look up to. She said we can name one Cairo and the other one Paris. I agreed to name one of them Paris but not Cairo... I said that it would hurt too much. We finally agreed on the names London and Paris.
I will continue to write you letters like I have been doing. I miss you Cairo...
Love from Jayden,
P.S. I still love you
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P.S I still love you: Letters from my heart
Historia CortaLetters from Jayden to Cairo, the person he still loves after so many years. "I wish you were still here with me. I would wake you up with some breakfast in bed every day." - Jayden Started: 11/08/21 Finished: 02/01/22 Republished: 14/01/24 *Short c...
