a story in which two teens fall in love but somehow part ways without saying a word.
what will happen if they'll find each other after 2 years? and what if the meeting place will be in jail?
eren jaegar x fem! reader.
𖤐 trust the character develop...
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⭒𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐚𝐜𝐡𝐞⭒
It tasted so good.
The first time I took it I couldn't even think properly, the words that escaped my mouth were just my thoughts, I couldn't stop them, they were running away from my brain.
I was lying on that bed, the world felt so surreal.
Every single thing in my life was fucked up, yet those 2 stupid pills made everything fine.
My eyes almost rolled back, I didn't feel alive.
Nothing could hurt me, my body wasn't even there, my brain was travelling across the world, a world that didn't even exist.
She wasn't there watching me.
She wasn't in my mind anymore and that felt good.
I forgot about her for a night.
I forgot about mom, about the accident, about the party, about that fucking bitch who left me.
It felt amazing, knowing that swallowing a pill could make me another person, I felt like I was in control.
But I wasn't, and neither was my brain.
I couldn't feel anything, but I could feel everything at the same time.
My feeling towards her were now hiding inside of brain, they couldn't bother me anymore.
I was fine, my mind was fine.
It was a pure bliss, a moment of relief.
As I was watching the ceiling of that ugly ass room, I realized that I was happy, I was fine.
I thought I was fine.
I couldn't remember why I was sad, what happened?
But that was only because I was high and drunk, at the same time.
That bedroom looked magnificent even though the walls were plain white, and the curtains covering the big window were yellow, everything was so bright, almost too bright for my liking.
What is going on?
I didn't know, but it was good.
My thoughts were completely gone.
It was supposed to be a one time thing.
Just to get her away, just to forget about all of the problems that were taking over my life.
But soon the effects that those pills were having on me faded away, leaving me alone with the thought of her again.
My brain was back again, my mind was working again, and along with [y/n], my mom came back too.
She came back too.
It felt like my brain was melting from the inside, what was happening?
I was still on the same bed.
Did I fall asleep?
My throat felt dry, I couldn't fully open my eyes due to the bright sunlight coming from that fucking window.
What time is it?
I tried to turn my body around, I woke up already tired.
Shit, it was almost 2 pm.
What was I supposed to do?
It felt like I caught a fever, I didn't want to get out of bed.
I didn't want to.
But fuck, everything was better than Floch's bedroom.
So I got up yawning, I needed something to make this fucking headache dissapear.
It was the pill's fault, wasn't it?
Slowly walking throught the hallways of this mansion, I was alone.
No words were spoken, not even a single sound in this house.
Where was that motherfucker?
My phone was filled with calls from Mikasa and Armin, they were definitely way too worried.
Finally reaching the main hall, I could see a bunch of people barely dressed laying on the ground, sleeping. One of them was Connie, only in his underwear, hugging a girl from behind while snoring.
Typical of Connie.
Where is [y/n]?
For a moment my mind still thought that she was here, in this house, maybe wasted on something, or maybe not. Maybe she would play videogames with Armin while waiting for me to get up, or maybe she wouldn't even be here at all, maybe she would be in the kitchen cooking breakfast.
But she wasn't there at all.
I knew it.
Where the fuck did you go?
Mikasa was calling me again.
"Eren" she mumbled on the other line of the phone
"Hm"
"Are you okay?"
"Kinda"
"Where are you?"
"Main hall"
"You weren't there"
"Yeah, that's because I just got here"
"Coming"
And with that she ended the call.
A couple of minutes passed by, Connie and the others were still sleeping, while Mikasa was nowhere to be seen.
My head was hurting so fucking badly.
Where is she?
And then, footsteps were approching my way.
"Where were you last night?" Mikasa, followed by Armin, asked.
"I fell asleep"
"Yeah where?" Armin said while sitting next to Connie's sleeping body.
"I don't know, in one of the rooms?"
"If you say so" Mikasa said, turning around and going away.
"Let's go home" Armin whispered, getting up and following Mikasa.
It was just a few hours, but I already missed that feeling.
