We trained so hard every day since then. He was working so hard. He trained me and I trained him. We were stronger together then we were alone. He cut his hair and got the pack tattoo. He was one of them, officially. He was always one of them, but now he was old enough. Sam had some kind of power over him. Never over me, just the older brother type. Everyone acted like an older sibling to me even when I was older than Jacob. In the Cullen house I was just a hybrid sibling, with the guys I was more of a pet since mostly I was in my wolf or puppy form around them. I was everyone's little sister.
When Bella started getting suspicious of Jake she came after him, she was apparently told that he was sick. I stayed back with Emily and watched over things, Jacob was as good as trained as he could be. I didn't really need to worry about being trained since I had the necklace. However even if I wasn't like them, I still participated with the cutting my hair part and used my powers to create a black diamond looking tattoo on my my left foot. But it wasn't real it was magic. The mark meant that I "belonged" to both sides. " " because I wasn't really one of the wolves I was really only a vampire.
The guys had gone out to hunt, they were out searching for Victoria. It was raining outside, Bella came to talk to Jacob. She caught him walking around in the rain walking toward the forest. She questioned him. He tried to ignore her, he tried to push her away. So that she wouldn't get hurt, he told her to run back to us, and that he used to be a good kid, but that he wasn't anymore. She didn't believe that for a second. If my sister was here, you know that wouldn't be true. He told her he didn't want to hurt her and to turn around and go home.
He ran after the others, and she left. She tried to email myself and Alice. About Jake and when he's gone now, without any of us that it really was like we never existed. She didn't see our ghosts anymore, she knew one place that she would, but didn't expect to find anyone there. Especially not Laurent. He was surprised to see her there alone. Asked about us. She asked him why he was there, and then Jack appeared.
Wait, you, your my sister's boyfriend. He had dark colors in his eyes. His smile was evil looking. He had no idea who she was talking about. She tried to explain. And for a split second his eyes turned back to their blue color. She got through to him somehow. Fight it Jack, I know you can. You mean everything to Farrah. Remember her name, please. You have to.
Laurent asked her if she sees us often. Then our ghosts appeared. Lie! Edward told her. So she told him that of course we did. I told her to lie better. She told him that she had just talked to us the other day and that she should let them know that she saw them. Except not my sister or Edward. But, I'm sure that next time I talk to Farrah, that she'll want to hear that I ran into Jack. She'll be thrilled. It might give her a bit of hope. Laurent said he was going to kill her, and she closed her eyes and said that she loved us. Then the wolves came out, even me.
Laurent was amazed by this but thought that me as a wolf was impossible. She ran home to tell Charlie what she saw, and then he and Henry Clearwater, Seth's dad went out to the forest to search for the wolves. She thought we'd be dead by then, but it was Laurent that would be, not us. The other wolves chased after him. Jack was chasing after me. He shot his ice at me. I got trapped down. I transformed back. I begged him to stop. To please remember me. And once again his eyes went back and he thought he knew me. Farrah? Then his eyes went back to evil. Fight it Jack, please! I begged. He aimed his staff at me was gonna shoot at me, to knock me out. Said he'd rather fight me instead. Then Jacob came and knocked him away, biting off the ice that had me trapped down. He flew back to Victoria.
Jacob nudged me to keep going. We ran back to the house. I was freezing, which was weird because vampires don't really if ever get cold. And not from transformation, but from fighting, when I went back to my human form my clothes were damaged, I was told to use my powers to change. The guys were so worried about me. Emily told Jacob to go run me a warm bath. He nodded and left. The others went back out hunting. While Emily took care of me at the house. Thanks Em. No problem.
I got washed up, and put on more clothes. Since I was so frozen still from Jack attacking me, I couldn't use my powers at the moment. I changed into this (outfit 1) Emily warmed me up some hot chocolate, and wrapped a blanket over me. Later that night after Jacob came back, he wrapped his arms around me. Keeping me warm. I was so cold that my tears froze to my face. Oh Snow please don't cry. For a second, just a second he broke free, and said my name. It's ok, it's ok. I'll be right back, I'm gonna go make sure that Bella is ok. She's gonna be mad at you. I'll take what I can get, I just have to see her.
So he did. She was annoyed with him. He wanted to explain, and then he was annoyed that she already knew our secret, when he tried to explain his, without telling her. He wished that she remembered, she said they should just run away. He wanted nothing more, I reminded him from his thoughts that he knew why he couldn't, that he knew it wasn't an option. He reminded her about the story he told her about on the beach, she only remembered the part about us. He hoped she would try to remember the rest, she promised she would. He jumped out the window and came home. She had a dream about the things he said to her and then she saw our ghosts again in her dream. She told Edward she was scared. In the morning she came to see Jacob.
His dad tried to make her leave. I had just woken up, coming back from his room. She saw me. Farrah?! She asked hugging me. I hugged her back. She glanced at me (outfit 18) you cut your hair and got a tattoo too? My hair was like this (hairstyle short black and white) and had a "tattoo" on my left foot, like this (tattoo) (not the jewel, the two triangle diamond) The tattoo is magic it's not real. Oh I missed you so much! I did too! Farrah, why are your wrists bandaged? I, uh got hurt. Great story now tell me what really happened? Well I did get hurt I just did it to myself though. Why aren't you with Edward? He hates me remember, he wants nothing to do with me. I said rolling down my sleeves.
I need to see Jacob, will you let me see him? I can, but I don't think that's a good idea. Why? Come see for yourself, quickly before the guys come back. The guys came back to get Jacob. She was angry with the others and wanted to give her a piece of her mind. Bella stop, I warned her. But she was as stubborn as they came and that's coming from me. I couldn't stop her even if they wanted to.
