After I had the chance to recover, and now that Edward was staying, and wouldn't leave us again, in the morning (outfit 29) we got up, picked up Bella and went one of the sections we can all share and be at together. While Edward and Bella were still in the car, I'd gotten out when I was excited to see Jacob, and saw that he was ok.
Jacob?! I called. I ran to him giving him a big hug. How are you doing? Hey, I'm supposed to be asking YOU that. You're the one that got trapped in the fire. Yeah, but you still risked your life to save me. Edward said this would happen, he laughed. What would happen? That you'd be more concerned about me then you were yourself.
I can't help it. I know you can't. An animal's life is more precious then a human's is. That's so not true. Animals tend to need to loved and nurtured more than humans, humans are supposed to be at the top of the food chain, where as animals are eaten and killed to help maintain the survival of humans. Um, kid I'm doing just fine in Science, you're the one that's struggling.
Don't turn this into a Science lesson. It's still true. I'm just glad you're ok. Oh my little Snow, you always put others before yourself, but sweetie you're going to be the death of me. Jacob, no one said you had to save me, you did that all on your own. By this point he'd had his arms still wrapped around me in our hug....
Ok so tell me, if I'd done that what kind of brother would that had made me? Huh? Huh? Jacob stop I laughed. Wouldn't that make me IDK evil? Evil and unkind, and murderous? You didn't kill me, and you wouldn't kill me, unless laughter is involved apparently. Oh, stop you're not in any danger. I'm not dead, you've done your job. Yeah, and you've kept me alive, if I hadn't gone in to save you, you could've died.
As far as we know other than the other ways to Killy your kind like from your own kind, or our kind, fire is the only other way. You could've died, and I would've never forgiven myself. I wouldn't forgive myself anytime that you get hurt, even if its not my fault. Bella and Edward had gotten out of the car by this point.
We'd made our way to our spot, where we were supposed to be talking. So I see your both still alive. He says to Bella. It's not him that keeps us away you know? I asked him. You both need to stay out of my head. Jacob, I know you have something to say to me, but if it's ok I have something I need to say to you first.... Thank you for keeping the girls alive when I didn't, especially Snow I couldn't imagine how hard and painful for you both that must've been, and then recently when you saved her from the fire which I did thank you for. Because I wasn't here to protect them.
No you weren't, and no you didn't. I know, but I'm still grateful, I'm sure neither of us, could ever imagine a world without either of them, that's one thing we can both agree on. The protection of the women we love. And that I know my sister is glad that we can set apart our differences if not for even just a little while for her sake.
And I won't leave either of their sides until they order me away. Which won't happen. I mumbled. Hush. We'll see, but now its my turn to talk. I'm here to remind you all about a key point in the treaty. I haven't forgotten. What key point? Bella asked. The one where if any of us bite a human that our truce is over. But Jacob that has nothing to do with you, you know that, it's my choice.
I won't have a choice Bella, you know what we'll do to you! What about Farrah?! Farrah is..... "special" she's one of us as much as she's is them, she doesn't count, she's the exception to all rules. Probably mainly because, everyone wants her on their side because if she were evil she'd be a horrible evil villain and could kill us all. But our feels for her are the same. But you will not be one of them! That's not for you to choose.
Read his mind tell me if its true. Jake please I love you, I do but please don't make me choose because it will be him, it's always been him. Bella, Farrah go back to the car. We're done here, goodbye Jacob. No, you don't speak for them! Jacob growled. He transformed. Jacob no stop! I warned. No, stop this, you can't hurt each other without hurting either of us, and Farrah's been through enough!
Jacob ran off. Go after him calm him down, meet me back home. I nodded shifting into my wolf form and chased after him. He's right, you shouldn't become what we are. I can't do this alone. Then please just wait?! Give me 5 years. That's too long. Then 3, you're so stubborn.... What are you waiting for? Well Farrah's not here now, and I wanted it to be a surprise, but I do have one condition, if you want me to turn you myself.
What's the condition? And then forever. That's what I'm asking. Marry me.... Bella.
