not into you, sebtana story

chapter 7

Santana pov.

I woke up with a arm around my body. I panicked and tried to get out of the arm hold. But it was no use. I turn my head around and saw sebastian sleeping.
"Shit". I whisper and than I got all the memories back from what happend last night and what I asked him.
I slept really good in his arms. I never had that peacefull sleep in years after that horrible night. I sigh and try to get that memory out of my head.
I feel sebastian move next to me and his eyes slowly opend.
He smiled while he looked at me.
"Hi". He said with a morning voice.
"Hi". I said back and than I think he saw he had his arm around my body.
"Ohh.. sorry". He said and quickly took it off me.
"It's fine". I said and laid a bit more comfortable.
"How did you sleep?".he asked and laid his hand under his head to get a bit up.
"Better than I slept in years". I said and sebastian laughed a bit.
" That is good". He said and I nodded.
"I will go out of bed now than". He said a bit awkward. "Okay". I said and I felt some weird feelings going on inside of my body.
"Thanks again". I said and sebastian nodded and got off the bed.
"No problem". He said and he walked towards the shower with a new pair of clothes.
I couldn't help but look at his ass. Damn what a ass.. and than I realised he was only wearing a boxershort. I quickly looked down at what I was wearing and I let out of a sigh in relieve when I saw I was still wearing my dress.
"I didn't change you" sebastian said and I looked up at him.
"I see". I said and sebastian winked and got in the bathroom locking the door.
I sat up and did my hands through my hair.
"What a night". I whisper to myself and feel the same fear again. And I hated it. And than the nightmare... it has been 5 years when it happend. I thought I was over it. No I wasn't. I just changed into a bitch to hide the real broken santana. And now sebastian had seen the broken one.
And I hated to feel weak and broken. I needed to be strong. Strong for myself. Not feeling any emotion of what happend in the past and not what happend last night.
I needed to be strong.
I got out of the bed and I took a few deep breaths. I looked at the clock to see it was already 2 o clock.
"Wow". I said.
I heard the shower turned off and I walked to my own clothes to get some. I couldn't let my parents know what happend last night. They would get worried. And I hated to see them worried. I had seen them worried when that horrible stuff happend to me. And I never wanted to see that again.
I sigh and I didn't realise sebastian stood there looking at me.
"What?". I said a bit harsh.
"Calm down. Are you okay?". He asked and walked up to me with his fresh new clothes on. He was wearing a white tank top and a trunk.
"Yes I am okay" I said still on the harsh tone.
"Okay fine. If you like to play it that way". He said hurt and walked past me.
" I don't want to talk about it. And I really don't want my parents to know". I said turning to face him.
"Fine". He said still hurt.
"I didn't mean it to say it that harsh". I said and sebastian rolled his eyes.
"I thought for a moment you changed. But I guess not. You are still bad ass snixx. And I totally got in that trap. I was really worried you know. For a moment I thought you were nice. But no you are still the same".he said and than walked out leaving me shocked behind. What he said really got me and that was a suprise to me. I never cared what other people thought.
I sigh and got my dress and underwear and got a shower.

I walked down the stairs I was ready to see my parents and sebastians parents play and card game.
"Hey hun. Did something happen between the two of you?". My dad asked me.
And I shaked my head.
"No why?". I asked insecure.
"Most of the time you two are mad and we can see that in both your faces. But now he looked hurt. Really hurt". His mother said worried.
"Nothing happend. Maybe some one from back home told him bad news?". I said lying and they just accepted it and I nodd and walk to the pool and laid down in one of the chairs. I felt horrible for what I did to sebastian. But that is who I am. A horrible person.

I have been in the sun with my parents and sebastian parents for 2 hours but there was no sign of sebastian getting back. His mother tried to call him but he didn't pick up.
I sat up and fixed my dress.
"I am going for a walk. I will be back for dinner". I said and they just nodded.

I walked through the streets untill I came at the beach. I took of my heels and went with my feet into the sand.
I still was wondering were sebastian was. I felt quilty some how. I sat down in the sand staring into the water. It was beautiful here that was for sure.
I felt my whole body relax untill I saw some one familiar swimming up to me in the water.

He came out of the water and looked at me and than turned away and walked away from me. I quickly stood up and run after him.
"Sebastian wait". I said and took his arm.