Show me how to love

30.

Nasiah pov
"Yeah she talking about I know where you live girl I know where you live to what the fuck" "yeah she told me watch my back like girl your 5'0 ain't shit scary about you and that little nigga don't really

want smoke for real" we kept on laughing until we pulled up to the house and seen a bat threw Amari's windshield and he ain't have no side mirrors "I know the fuck that ain't my car god for her sake it better not be" I pulled up closer to the house and for sure it was his car "no no no no" he started to break

down I thought he was being dramatic but I knew how he felt at the same time so I was conflicted "ima kill her" "no you are not going to kill her we kinda started it we will get your car fixed baby money ain't nothin" "bae my fucking car yo what the fuck she could have just

stabbed me" "I think because you would preferred getting stabbed let's just go upstairs and get dressed we can just tell her mom when we get there *time jump*

Nae pov
I'm currently on my way to my moms house I'm kinda late though she said after school and it's 4:30 I was sleeping good and now I'm hungry but my mom said she was cooking so I guess let me get there

*time jump*
so after a 45
minute drive I'm finally here and I see a lot of cars parked outside familiar looking cars to but I just brushed it off I'm back my old neighborhood I'm probably just Tripping but anyways I walked into

my moms house and didn't see anybody but heard people talking "MOM" "I'm in the dining room" I followed my moms voice and there she was with nassiah,Amari, Quanitta,angle,ty'Aja,Jordan ,Malik ,mmy dad and Avion "hell nah" and I turned around ready to walk out

"bring your butt back here" "I'd rather die" "I'll take you car" I through my keys behind my head and started to call a Lyft "come on Nae just sit down" "I have nothing to say to anyone sitting at that table and Avion I will be moving out your

house tonight" "I didn't even do anything your mom ask me to come here just like you" "I don't give a damn she ain't yo mom you could have left" "man what ever" "yeah whatever pussy I should have let siah beat yo ass" "MAN WHAT" "yo heard me fuck nigga little ass boy

that's exactly what you are" "you wasn't saying that when I had my dick In yo mouth" "trust me I had better shrimp" I guess I struck a nerve because he tried to leap across the table at me but got

stopped by my dad "bitch nigga" "ok I think that's enough Nadia please sit down" I only sat down because my mom looked upset my mom is like my best friend and stayed when I was at my worst when she could have left like my bio dad but she didn't "mom Im only

sitting down because you ask me to now what's wrong like I said I don't have anything to say to the people sitting at this table" my sister looked at me and said "Nae you know I love you right" "yeah wassup" "we feel like your having a relapse" "what do you mean relapse and who the fuck is we" "don't get mad please me and mom have been

seeing your body language the way you word certain stuff even nassiah and Amari came in and said you vandalize there house not even a few hours ago then your using a brainless rebel to cope Nae this is not you" "and what if it is

everybody at this table deserves what happened to them this week and I should have shot Jordan that day honestly because I should have been beat her ass Quanie I love you for your concern but

you ,mommy ,daddy, and Angie are the only ones still on my good side please stay there I love you" she just gave me a disappointment sigh and my mom started talking "ok Nae you said everybody at this table has done something to you like what start with Avion" "Avion has been

the only friend I have besides Aja and you ask him to come ok cool but as soon as he seen then he should've left aint shit for him here he don't even like y'all and knowing my situation he should ran like hell it's a house full of snakes" when I

said that my sister and Angie giggled and my mom looked at them as in shut the fuck up "well I ask Avion to come because I know even though we think your relapsing he still makes you smile and breathes life into you even

though he is a brainless rebel and if it makes you feel better he did try to argue with me on staying" damn I kinda felt bad now I looked over at him with an apologetic look and he just playfully rolled his eyes at me "ok me and Ace are cool now can I leave" "nah baby it's still 3 other

people you have to talk to hear them out at least" "ok who next" "ok you and jordan have been like sister she seen you right after I gave birth to you why are y'all fighting" "because your niece is a slut and I should have whooped her ass a long ass time ago" "why are you really

mad at her" "I always fucking defend her and she has always don me dirty everybody always say she a whore she's a hoe she can't keep her legs close and I'll say she young she's just trying experience life or she's expressing herself give it time she will settle down and all I get is

stabbed in the back there's plenty of reasons I could have beat her ass but I chose against it" omg this I going to take for ever for me to get everything out