Black Rose

58.

Ryan

When I came home I saw that the entire house was clean, I carefully went upstairs and saw Antonio laid out on the bed. He was on his back and he had one hand in his sweats, I quietly headed to the bathroom to take a shower. I wanted to bring him somewhere to tell him the good news so I wanted to be ready. It didn't take me long to get ready so once I was looking decent I went over to wake him up. I climbed on top of him and leaned down to kiss him, his hands instantly find their way to my ass and he gave it a light squeeze. "Wake up babe." I said pecking him on the lips again only this time I took his bottom lip into my mouth. I felt his member growing and before I knew it he sat up with me in his lap. "Im up now." he said kissing down my neck, I bit down on my bottom lip. I grabbed his face and pecked him on the lips, "Guess what?" I said with a smile. "What?" he asked carefully. "We're having a girl." I said grinning. "You lying." he said with his eyes wide. I shook my head no as he got up with me still on him. "We're having a baby girl. Oh shit I gotta call my mama." he said happily. I laughed cause I've never seen him so excited. "I wonder who she'll look like? Or what her name will be?" he said rambling at this point. "Babe." I said stopping him in his tracks. "It was something else I wanted to talk to you about.." I said feeling like I was about to ruin the mood. He started kissing on my neck and I tried to move out his grasp. "I was thinking.. I think after I have the baby I might get my tubes tied." I saw him frown, "I wanted at least 2 more after this one." he said. I quickly stood to my feet, "2 more?!" I winced in pain as I felt her kick, I placed my hand on my swollen belly. I was a little over 4 months and I was tired all the time but other than that I felt great. "I'm sorry but I can't give you 2 more kids Antonio." I said with a sigh. "Baby.. what about compromising?" he said grabbed my hand. I shook my head no, "I compromise on a lot of things babe but this isn't one."
"But Ry-" he went to say but I cut him off. "Now don't get me wrong the idea of having your babies sounds great but I'm getting ready to have my 3rd child. I'm coparenting with a man who's busy majority of week and then I'm engaged to a man who's always on the road. So at some point I'm going to home alone with 3 kids, all while managing a business. Homework for Kai, potty training Khari all while taking care of a newborn. Having more kids is being selfish to the ones I already have, and you should also think about the kids you already have as well." and before I knew it I felt a slap across my face. I held my face completely shocked, "Don't you ever speak on my kids again." I started to back away from him and with each step I took back he came forward. I ran out the room and tried to go down the stairs but he grabbed my hair and pulled me back.
"Please.." I said right above a whisper. I felt my body being shook and I snapped up, I looked around and saw that I clearly was dreaming. I noticed Antonio looking worried at me, "baby you okay?"
"Yeah I'm okay it was just a bad dream." I said looking at him carefully. "What is it?" he asked. "I had a dream that you hit me.." I said quietly.He looked concerned, "huh?" I knew he was shocked cause he heard exactly what I said. I didn't even realize that I fell asleep, so that means I didn't even get to talk to him about how I was feeling or what was going on with me. I decided I would tell him whenever we both got up for the day, I laid down and he pulled me closer to him wrapping his arms around my naked body. I was consumed by my thoughts, "Hold me tight." I said barely above a whisper. He did as I asked and planted a kiss on my forehead, "I love you." was the last thing I heard him say before I dozed off.

The next morning when I woke up, I had the urge to pee. I got up and quickly headed to the bathroom, while I was washing my hands Antonio came in. "Morning love, you okay?" he asked while I brushed my teeth. I nodded, and he came up behind me and placed his hands on my stomach. I finished brushing my teeth and flossing, I grabbed a brush and tried to brush my hair. I was just gonna do a simple messy bun until I got dressed. I walked out while he was brushing his teeth and I made my way to the kitchen to make something to eat. My babies are gone for the weekend and I missed them being up under me. As I made our plates babe came downstairs so we could talk, I sat the plates down and we sat across from each other. "So I have an appointment Monday so I'm gonna need you to clear your schedule." I said taking a bite of eggs.
He nodded,"Okay I can do that. How you been feeling lately? I know a lot has been going on but I wanna check on you and see where you're at mentally." He asked looking at me. "I feel tired a lot but that's how I am every time I'm pregnant. But overall this pregnancy has been easy and I really enjoy how peaceful it's been." I said with a smile. "I feel you baby, would you wanna have a baby shower? If so, would you wanna have it in Chicago or here in New York." he asked. "I personally don't think I wanna have a baby shower, I've had one with both of the girls and none of those events went right. But I would love to have our families there to help us welcome her." And before I realized that I slipped up this man jumped out his seat, "It's a girl Ry?!!" I nodded my head yes as he grinned from ear to ear. I had never seen him this happy so to know I was able to put that smile on his face made me feel good. He grabbed my face and pecked me on the lips, he whispered thank you. I smiled as he picked up his phone to call his family I'm assuming. I watched as he called different people to announce the gender of our baby and I was genuinely happy in life.

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To clear up any confusion there might be about this chapter, majority of it was a dream that Ry had. He didn't actually put his hands on her lol