Drug of choice - ashtray

I

Abbi hadn't been round to see fez since rue had been back, she had no reason to, but she still happily went with rue to fez and ash's shop. Fez was like family to her when rue was in rehab, she already felt guilty for ditching him as soon as rue got back, she doubted it mattered anyway because fez was so busy with business and was so chill he probably wouldn't care or notice she hadn't been round In so long. So she didn't let it eat at her.
"Hey fez" she could hear her own guilt ringing in her ears
"Sup abs" fez said, not noticing.
"Yo, rue your back. You look good"
"Yup"Rue shifted uncomfortably
"There's some new girl in town I think yall gonna be friends with"fez said
"Who" I asked
"Shit I don't know, came here yesterday looking all sailer moon an shit, I'm thinking to myself that looks like somebody abbi and rue would get along with" fez explained
"So, how long you been back" fez directed at rue
"Five days" rue said
"That why you ain't been round" he asked looking at me.
"Shit. Fez I-"
" nah it's cool, that's yo family"
I just smiled then looked at my feet. I guess he noticed.
"How you feelin" fez said to rue
"You know ever since I gave my life over to my lord and saviour Jesus Christ things have been like really good"
I snickered
"Word, that's what's up"
"She's fucking wit you fez" I laughed hitting his knee
"shiit" he laughed
"Hey I don't judge"
"But lowkey is ashtray in the back?" I asked
"You serious. Wit rue?"
" you think coz I went to rehab I stayed clean" she answered for me.
" I mean ain't that the point" he replied
" ah well the worlds coming to an end and I haven't even graduated high school yet" she shouted to fez grabbing my hand and pulling me with her.
I walked in after rue where ash was sitting eating a bowl of cereal. I pulled up an mob bucket and sat next to him.
" I thought your ass was dead"he said bluntly
I elbowed his side. He looked down and glared at me, I just snatched the cereal out of his hands.
"And I thought you had Aspergers, turns out you where just a prick"rue replied
" this is a fickle industry, yall come and go. I'm just tryna stack up my cash, and pay off our mortgage" "so what the fuck you want"
That's when I zoned out, I wasn't interesting in what rue was taking ,it made me feel guilty. I let my mind wander.
Ash handed her something, I don't give a fuck what.
"you sure you don't wanna try something new"
"Like what" I chimed in, this peaking my interested
"Not for you" ash said
"Prick" I muttered looking at rue
"what you got" rue persisted
And I lost interest again As they spoke about whatever the fuck it was ash had. My mind wondered, rue had been back from rehab only five days and she was already using again. I feel like I should be more concerned.
"It's a fast acting psychedelic,got some similarities to lsd, but with like key differences not as visual an shit, but definitely a sense distorter" "shits been blowing up in tampa and mad people like to fuck on it" ashtray finished
"then why the fuck is it not for me" i retorted
" you should just stick to what you know princess" he said to me
" don't let her touch this shit" he said to rue
"That'll be 120"
Rue just shortly nodded And got up , I mirrored her.
" uh, fez said he'd spot me" rue said
"Fez don't spot no one" ash replied
"It's true I was there, just go ask him " I said
" I will go ask because I know you two are full of shit"
I blew ash a kiss which he then pretended to catch then crush ultimately flipping me off as I walked away.
We came out the shop to see Nate jacobs buying something from fez. God I hated Nate. He was arrogant and angry and entitled. He tried to get with me at a party once before rue went to rehab, he's not much older than me but I still found it weird, especially since he was only on a break with maddy. Unlike rue however I have a very quick temper . I wouldn't describe myself as crazy, but I could be. When he wasn't taking the hint ( very clear request) to leave me alone. I snapped, and promised him if he tried something with me again that I would kill him. He wasn't terrified or fearing for his life, but he was intimidated, mainly because he had never had someone be so bold towards him, not even maddy. He knew whatever it was he was getting himself into, it wasn't worth it. Now there he was , I wish he could see the fantasy I was having right now, of me slamming his head in his own car door until you couldn't make out a single feature on his pretty little face. He got in his car and drove of , sticking his head out the window and shouting
"I'd do it for rue"completely ignoring me
God I fucking hated him.

Another short chapter... I'm sorryyy. They will slowly start to get longer. So I just wanted to remind yall that I'm this with ash in my story he is 15 so is abbi and rue and everyone else are 17. So abbi and rue are close in age. Idk, what do yall thing so far