When It Rains

I'm such a joke

Theme song of chapter - how to disappear by Lana del Rey

His hand on my cheek is what woke me up. He had a filthy smirk on his crusty lips as he muttered "look..you've grown so beautifully darling" his hands roamed around my body.
It felt as if i was paralyzed , i couldn't do anything...
He started trailing kisses down my neck but i shook my head and screamed.
Suddenly everything around me turned black and i opened my eyes gasping for air. Sweat was dripping down my neck and my face. I looked around me to see nothing but darkness. I hugged my knees and started bawling my eyes out.

Calm down lilly it was just a dream , you're okay.
You're okay.

I sniffed and got on my feet , i was sure that I won't be able to get any sleep. So I walked out and looked outside the balcony. And blew a puff of air out which i didn't know i was holding on for a while now

Finally , peace.

A blanket of stars was covering the dark night sky with grey clouds on it.

Silence was taken over by the roaring sound of the motorcycle pulling up near noah's house.
just then the two pair of eyes made contact with mine
aaron.
I almost choked on my saliva quickly running inside i tried catching my breath
I've never felt so nervous in my life

Dammnit !

I jumped on my bed squirming and kicking my legs whining over how he just saw me but just when i heard my door open i sprawled my legs and closed my eyes pretending to be dead.

As my mom pulled over the blanket over me and kissed the temple of my head "good night sweety"
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"Momm I'm leaving !" i screamed while running out of the door

Just when I opened the classroom's door i felt a splash of liquid running down my face.

What the fuck !?

I couldn't even process what just happened to me right now

Noah was standing in front of me holding a bottle of water

All eyes were on me.

ALL eyes were on me.

"I'm sorry" he said "it was a dare , i swear"

I looked down at my clothes just to remember i was wearing white clothes , they had gotten translucent by now , my bra could be seen. The sound of whispering echoed in the room as i turned around and sprinted towards the washroom.

I was fucking blank

I haven't come out of the loo since the 1st period it's been almost an hour since I've been sitting here and crying the shit out of my eyes

Even Hayle wasn't picking up my phone. I just didn't know what to do .

Knock knock
Knock knock
Knock knock

I could hear someone knocking the doors of the stalls.

I guess someone is desperately ready to pee.

Knock knock

i cleared my throat and said "the stall is taken" in a meek voice.

My eyes widened when i heard a manly voice whispering so that only i could hear it "oh thank god you're here." As a jersey was dropped from the top of the stall. "wear this"
The next thing I heard is footsteps running out.
I looked at the black cloth with two white stripes in my hand. I turned it around to get a clearer look at whose jersey it is

"Aaron" was imprinted on the flimsy cloth in my hand

Hey guys :) well that's it for today , don't forget to drink water !
stay safe <3