your a psycho

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'yn look i was sorting some things out, things that i needed to get out of the way before this'

'what fucking things billie i don't understand you your fucking crazy your a psycho, pull over right now. i cant be with u a minute longer'

'why cant you fucking understand yn i was bettering myself not only for me but for you mainly for you, everything i do is for you why can't you see that. i want you yn. look i know i fucked up big time i dont know how to express love and i was just so worried you wouldn't want me anymore, i know what i did was wrong but please hear me out i can explain please yn we can fix this, we can fix us, i want you, i want all of you, i want you on the days where things are hard and the days you can't even bring yourself to get up i want you on the days where ur so motivated you feel like u can take over the world, yn i want to do it with you, i want all of this forever, please just give me another chance.'    billie blurted all this out like word vomit, as if it's been on her mind for ages, it seemed genuine as the tears formed in her crystalized empty broken eyes ' please yn'
'just give me' she started crying 'give me a chance'

so many thoughts rushed through your mind, what do i do? what do i say? how do i feel? but there was only one thing u really wanted to do so you did it, with all ur force you climed over the middle of the part separating the seats between you both and u whisked yourself onto billies lap, you forcefully threw ur arms around her neck and pulled her in , billie was shocked she was not expecting you to do or react like this, you connected lips with billie and it felt amazing it felt right it felt like everything was getting pieced back together

(sorry this was a short part it's like 1am i have school tmr i'll update more tmr)

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