Dear Journal,
Ars confessed to me.
...Ars confessed to me.
...I'm so confused.
I'm me.
Why on earth would he want me?
I barely understand romance already, but I especially can't understand why he would want romance with me!
He...said stuff like...I'm kind and compassionate, and he feels safe around me...but...
...people are afraid of me.
...So why does he feel safe?
I...feel safe around him, too...I feel...light...happier...relaxed, but not, like, numb, actually relaxed...like everything's...okay...
...He deserves better. So why does he want me?
I'm nothing special.
I'm worthless.
I. Don't. Understand.
I
...am I crying again?
...I should probably go clean up...
~Yohio
