Plants, Records & A Charity Event | larry Stylinson

Chapter 2

Valentine's Special
Have a great day, loves!

This wonderful highlight of Harry's life occurred 2 weeks ago.

He hasn't heard from Nick ever since. He hasn't left his room much, except for attending a few classes and getting something to eat. Whenever Niall, Liam or Zayn invited him out, he found a new excuse why he can't. The only time he found happiness in those weeks was when he was tipsy. He started drinking nearly every evening to get over the sadness that was slowly taking over his mind.

That was also what happened tonight.

He sits on his bed, drowning in sad thoughts about Nick. Asking himself all the same questions over and over.

What's wrong with me?

Why does he think he is better off without me?

What do I need to change about myself?
Why am I that unlovable?
When did it went wrong?
How can I win him back?

But he also knows there are no simple answers for those questions.
He lives in his sorrow and the only noice filling the room are his sobs and a fuck here and there in between heart chattering cries.

That was till his phone made a sound, he hasn't heard in weeks. 2 weeks to be precise.

It's the special sound he had saved for Nick. Which meanes he had a message from Nick.

He is torn. A part of him is scared shitless to read it, another part is dying to know what was going on in Nick's life and why he texts him at one in the morning. He slowly pulled himself off his bed, went to grab his phone from the desk and stared at it for like five minutes before he sat down on his chair and opened the chat with Nick. Seeing the hearts from all the old messages hurts like shit, but he knows they were over and he has to get over it. Or were they?

N👨‍❤️‍👨
Hi Harry, are you awake? I miss you. If you're still up, would you like to come over?
Love, Nick

Harry tries not to fall into panic mode instantly.
Nick texted him!
He got weak and texted first!
OMG!
He wants to meet!

Harry sprinted through his room, searching for clean clothes or at least some that were presentable. He knwos he has to look stunning to get Nick back and impress him. It is his chance.
Unfortunalety there weren't many clean clothes to be found, so he went with a dark grey skinny jeans, and a long sleeve that he hasn't worn in years.It is totally not his style anymore but it had to work since there were clearly no other options.

It was already 1:30 in the morning when he left the dorm, meaning that there was no public transport to Nick's apartment which left Harry with only one option- walking. It's not that far but till he got to Nick's apartment complex he was nearly sober and the excitment took over. 
He knocked way too loud and way too many times.

Nick opens the door, looking beautiful as ever but Harry also smelled the alcohol- well.. he isn't sure if that was Nick or himself.

"Hi Harry, come on in."

Nick smirked at him and pulled him inside while grabbing his shirt. It remindes Harry of all the evenings they spent in Nick's appartment and the way Nick always cared about him.

"I really missed you, Harry."

"I missed you too, Nick."

And than Nick's lips were on his. Harry thought they would talk about their status and how they could work on it to get back together. There are so many things that Harry feels he wants to share, but kissing was also a good way to clear things up.

So he kisses back, a hand moving to Nick's hip. Pulling him closer. They stumble backwards till Harry lands on Nick's bed. Nick gets on top of him, sitting on his lap and removing Harry's shirt before kissing his way down.
He removes Harry's jeans and briefs, before getting up and undressing himself.

Seeing Nick naked never failed to make Harry's heart beat faster. Nick is the most handsome man he ever saw and Harry is just totally gone for him.
Nick gets back on the bed, but this time he remaines between Harry's thighs, moving his tongue in and out of Harry before replacing it with his middle and index finger.

For the second time this evening Harry is filling a room with the word "fuck" but this time with a complete different meaning. They never really exchanged many words while having sex, and Harry never felt the need to.
Before he could adjust to the feeling of the fingers inside of him, Nick pulles them out and pushes into him with all his length. Nick moves himself in and out of Harry for a few times till he reaches his own orgasm.

Normally that would have been when he askes Harry how he would want to come, by his hand, mouth or tongue. But tonight, he doesn't ask Harry. He just pulles out, removes the condom, smiles at Harry and said

"I really did miss you. Stay the night, it's late."

Harry is still in his own thoughts thinking they are back together now that he doesn't realize the change of routine.