It was another rainy day in New York, no big surprise yet always a shock for the people who never carry umbrellas. Is it because they forget to? Or are they just carrying through life without noticing things as simple as rain dripping on their shoulders that seem to carry the weight of the whole world. I'm walking past old destroyed buildings with cracks and I wonder how can they even still stand and what stories they have to tell. 'What a hole' I think to myself while walking through the dark paths of this horrible city ok, fine, it's not horrible. Maybe it's just my life that I hate so much that I apply it to the city. I hate this world it is so unfair! Some of us get everything and never get full always asking for more and more from those who don't have enough for themselves! It is full of horrible people who are too foolish to understand their actions or just have emotional damage and they must kill or harm someone to be pleased and proud of themselves. I'm sick of it. I would be a different person if I wouldn't live here but here I stand, wondering through my life just like these people without umbrellas.
What I hate the most is Miss. Gape. She is the worst person you could possibly meet and still surprise you with her actions. I check the time on my elder watches and I speed up cause if I will be late, I know what will happen.
I live in an orphanage, another thing I hate. All kids are rude and always make fun of me. I have no friends but that is not the worst because Miss. Gape is one of the 'bad guys'. She is mindless and she seems like she needs to impair you to satisfy her needs. Why me? That's the question I ask myself all the time, the question I will never get the answer to.
I have no family and no friends, I'm just the perfect target, so I let her. There is nothing I can do about it anyway and I gave up trying after all these years. I acknowledge I have no one. So yes my life sucks.
It started getting dark and I have to go back. Rain is falling down my face and for a moment I stop and just allow myself to proceed with everything around me. The rain showed me with a cold breeze running down my spine, the smell of the drops hitting the wet ground, what I feel. What do I feel? I imagine what can I do about my life because it's useless to just complain and not do anything about it. 'Maybe in another world.'I don't want to go there but I must, I don't have a chance to survive independently. The odds are against me."I can do this," I say quietly as I start walking to my orphanage, or I can say my private hell on earth.
I walk slowly and it's painful for my leg that hurts. It's from the last punishment. 'Why did she pick me to hurt? I didn't do anything to her and all I want is someone who cares about me. Do I want too much?'
I somehow get to the orphanage and I knock on the door. Doors open and Miss. Gape slowly walks to me. Her yellow teeth and grey hair that are falling on her face combined with the pre-historic clothes are frightening. She gives me a judgmental look and she grabs my arm. "Late again?" She pushes me inside and throws me on the floor. "Looks like you don't care about coming on time, so I don't have to worry about this" She kicks me in the stomach and I'm just lying on the floor silently, emotionlessly, and in pain. I think she broke my rib. She starts screaming at me.
"You stupid girl why are you so late!??" She kicks me again and I let out a little whimper from the pain as a tear is running down my face.
"You deserve it! I washed dishes on my own! And you y/n! You just lie here!" She said and took out a knife playing with it in her hand while I start to shake. I'm so scared but I can't show it, I won't let her have the pleasure. But the instinct of survival overtakes my mind.
"I'm sorry please, it won't happen again". I say with a cracked voice.
"Hmm, so you are sorry. Do you think that is enough!? I was working hard and you were on a walk like you own it here! I feed you, I give you a place to sleep and you ungrateful witch say sorry and you think it's okay!" She said and puts a knife on my leg. Fear rushes to my face combined with the horrifying look of agony written on my face. My eyes are wide but I close them shut so I at least spare myself from what is happening, blood running down my leg. My throat feels as if I ate sand, my voice is stuck in my throat. All I want to do is scream, and that is something I won't allow myself to do. Collecting the last pieces of my dignity I slowly stand up and try to get to my room. I leave a blood trail behind me as I'm walking past the doors of the kids that also live here. I eventually get to my room and I lie on my bed, if you can call it a bed, exhausted.
'I hate this I can't take it anymore but where can I go? No matter, everything is better than this.'
I start packing my things. There is not so much just some shirts and an oversize hoodie so no one sees my scratches. I climbed through the window and I run.
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