Derpy's depression |1st Book|

Awakening

So hey guys its great that I can be back and make this story for you. Also since I have put my stories on fanfiction.net on hold for wifi reasons. The only reason i'm able to keep going with my wattpad stories is because my phone has 3g. So feel happy!
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Derpy's P.O.V

I don't know how long its been since I was placed in the hospital. No, not the asylum the regular hospital. The doctors are in shock that i'm still in a coma. They said that I should have been out by now. I'm improving though they say when I do wake up i'll be fine. Rainbow Dash have been fighting for the truth of the pictures in the newspaper. Dinky and Sparkle were in shock that midnight actually did it. He came by the other day. What he said to them made them cry so hard. What angers me is that he said it to them in my hospital room.

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Flashback

I was listening to dinky and sparkle tell me about their day. It was the usual they got a's on their test or that the teacher had given dinky the evil eye when she hit one of her friends in the head. It was like I was actually awake and listening to them. There was a sudden silence when I heard male hoof steps. I can tell my daughters were looking at him with anger or shock.

"W-What are you doing here?" Sparkle asks. 'Shock it is'

"So i can see your dumb mother" A voice snarls. 'Midnight!?'

"You have no right to be here" Dinky sneers right back. 'Okay shock for sparkle and anger for dinky'

"I just want to tell you two brats that yes I did frame your bubble headed mother s-she rejected me like i was nothing." 'It seems like I do that to a lot of people ask Doctor' "She should know that I had power so she would come crawling back to me. Heh this is better though" He crackles. I hear two growls then all I heard was yelling and screaming from midnight. Dinky and sparkle had attacked him. After the police had taken that pony away and got Dinky and Sparkles statement they returned to my side. They were eerie quiet for a while before they both broke out in sobs. My babies were hurting and I couldn't help them it was heart breaking.

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Derpy's P.O.V

 Its been so long since I have seen the world or my babies. I have been weakly fighting the heavy weigh but I haven't got out. So today I will fight harder. I screamed at the blackness and struggled with the heavyness on my body. My energy was waning and I was slowly pulling back. It was when my daughters came in here and told what was happening did I fight harder.

"Mom they are placing us in a foster home" Dinky whispers. I quickly fight harder wanting nothing more than seeing my two fillys. After fighing what felt like hours I see a tiny speck of light. I start pushing towards it. When I finally push through the light I open my eyes. The bright light made me recoil closing my eyes. I try again when I open my eyes again the light wasn't that bad. I look around and see blurry shapes on either side of me.

I blink and try to focus on one of the blurred figure. My eyesight slowly clears up and I see that the blurred figure is my youngest daughter Dinky. She had a happy and shocked expression. A happy feeling goes though my body when she hops in my bed. She wraps her hooves around my neck and nuzzles my chest. I feel sparkle join in. I move my arms slowly to hug them. I feel tears in my coat they were sobbing heavy on me. I softly push them back when they have reduced to sniffiling. I look at their faces as if its the first time I have seen them. As I open my mouth to say something to them the door opens. Doctors and police officers rush in the officers grab the fillys.

"Stop mama!MAMA!" Dinky Screams. The officers pull her out along with a screaming sparkle. I watch as the doctor grabs a syringe. I know what's happening doctor said it was going to happen.

'When you wake up their taking you to a asylum for crazy poines...' It echos in my head it was so sad to know that they didn't tell my daughters. I let the tears I was saving out they travel down my face and dripping onto the covers. I silently accept my faith. They stick me with the syringe. I look at them as my vision darkens.

"T-Tell my d-daughers I l-love them" That was the last thing I say before I black out.

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I wake up to a shove to my side. I look to the side and around to see where I was. It seems I was in a train. I blink as my groggy brain tries to process all the information. I was about to close my eyes again when I hear a grunt in front of me, well above me.

  I look up to see a male peguas he was a dirty yellow. I shiver at the annoyed look he was shooting to me. I quickly get up so he doesn't attack me. He nods in approval before nudging me outside the door of the train car. He takes his position in front of me to lead me to...where ever we were going. He arrives at a door and opens it. Once we get in he pushes me to a door and leaves. I look at the door with a scared expression. 

I sigh and push the door open. I look around and see that I was in a office it had a fire going in the fireplace. There was a desk and chair in the middle of the room. On the walls were papers that I couldn't get a look at. I walk forward towards the desk and chair not caring that I was what looked like a empty room. Once I reach the desk I see that their was a pony on the chair.

"Well, Well you finally have woken up" The voice sent shivers down my spine. I know that voice anyway. 

"Doctor?" I ask. The chair turns around and yes indeed it was doctor. I whimper and back up not wanting anything to do with this crazy pony. He smiles at me and places his front hooves on his desk. I continue to back up. When I back up into the door he jumps over his desk to the floor. he walks slowly to me. I can tell he is enjoying my fear once he is close to me he shoves his face in front of mine. I stand up on my hind hooves to get away he stands up too and places his hooves on either side of me. I stare up at him seeing as he was taller than me. He leans down to where his mouth was near my neck. I feel him breath on the scar that was where I stabbed myself. 

 I gulp when he moves closer. I gasp when a cool tongue licks my scar. I look down at the back of doctors head in shock. He licks the scar again before looking at me.

"You will be staying with me wench" He drops down to all fours and walks away. I slid to the ground and let tears out. He is going to make my liffe misable.