Derpy's depression |1st Book|

Gone?!

Omigosh I cried a little as I wrote the last chapter! Who else cried?! well here is the next part! Don't hate me!

Doctor's P.O.V

The next few days blur by. I stay in my room, shades drawn and lay on the bed. My body is numb and my hearts are cold, unresponsive. I stare ahead at a wall feeling just the same as I did when I watch the love of my life fall dead. I feel nothing. Nothing. I want to feel grief, I want to feel pain, I want to scream till my lungs go silent from the screaming, I want to join her. I can't....I lost her and I can't see her ever again.

My head bangs with memories, blinding my vision of the real world. I see Derpy's still body. I hear the wails of her kids. My hearts stop and plummet deeper in my chest. I silently dial the police. I lay the phone down at the floor letting them hear the screams and wails of the filles. I climb back on the bed and curl around Derpy, pulling her to me. I lay my head on her neck, empty eyes staring at nothing. Dinky launches on me and knock me off the bed. She then beats me. I silently take her hits and cries of anger. Sparkle comes and pries her off me.

I stand and crawl back on the bed and pull the still body to me. I press my face back into her neck that was becoming cold as the warmth seeps away. I close my eyes and listen as Dinky fights Sparkle, screaming profanities and threats. I hear Sparkle scream at Dinky to stop and think about what Derpy would say. The screaming silences after that. I feel two bodies slip into the bed. I feel a smaller body lay on my back and sob. Their was a bang and medics and police rush in. They were amazed by how big the small place actually was.

They run to the sounds of the sobs. I feel my love be rip from our grasps. Dinky and Sparkle try to go with the body only for the police to hold them back. My ears don't move to go down as they start screaming and crying trying to reach their dead mother. I stands and walk towards door. The police try to stop me but I push them away from me. I lay by Derpy and softly kiss her forehead. My tail lays on hers and I almost wait for her to place her hoof on mine.

"sir...Sir...Sir!" A police colt yells. I blankly look at him. "We need to take the body." He informs. I stand and he flinches as I tower over him. I move past him and go into my room, closing the door behind me. The memories fade away just as my door opens. I hear light hoof steps. A small body gets in my bed and lays in my side. I move my eyes and look at the small body I have identified as Dinky. Her eyes were bloodshot from crying for so much, face tear streaked, and mane and tail crumple. She looks at me with utter despair.

"I want mama." She whispers and starts crying in my side. We are soon joined by Sparkle who cries on my other side. I rest my head down and a emotion finally sparks. Depression. I cry with them my hearts finally filling with the pain. We cry till they tucker their selves out and burrow into my side. I remain silently let tears stream. My phone rings and I answer.

"Sir! We have called to tell you..." The woman trails off.

"Yes?" I croak.

"We are calling to tell you that your marefriend's body is gone!" She exclaims.

And that's the end! Story done! I will be coming out with a squeal tomorrow or maybe sometime later but look out for it.