The Light (kian lawley)

seventeen

"Skyler... She is alive, but she isn't doing well." Dr. Front said as he got to me. He didn't even call her name out, he just walked straight to me.

"What do you mean she isn't doing well?" I as frantically.

"She lost a lot of blood, and the cancer has spread, which caused all of this." He says sighing, and for a second, I thought I saw tears in his deep blue eyes.

"So how long does she have?" I ask trying not to cry again.

"Maybe two weeks, a month at the most." he says, not even trying to give me a sympathetic smile, knowing I don't like sympathy.

"No! This can't be the end! She is only ten! There has to be something!" I yell, standing up from Kian's lap, Kian following.

"There isn't anything, I wish there was. if there was, I would have done something by now. I really do love her like she was my own daughter."

"Yeah, but she's not is she? No! She is my sister. Mine! She is the only thing keeping me from loosing me mind in this god dam.n world! I can't live without Stella! I'll be left to rot in my own mid of thoughts I can't control. What then? Huh?" I shout full on sobbing again, not even caring about the few odd look, and the sympathetic smiles.

"Sky, calm down please , you going to have another panic attack if you keep sobbing like that." Kian whispered in my ear while setting a gentle hand on my violently shaking shoulder, causing me to sob harder.

" I-I can't-t." I sob shaking uncontrollably.

I bolt for the door of the hospital, hearing distant shouts of my name. Once I got outside, in the fresh air, I ran around the corner, before sliding down the wall. Man this feels familiar.

I sit breathing heavy, trying to control my rapid heart rate. I hear heavy footsteps, and it sounds like shouting, but I can't be sure with the loud ringing.

I took me a minute to finally see the convers next to my feet. I quickly look up. I see his lips moving, but nothings coming out, or maybe word are coming out, I can't tell, the ringing is too loud.

My vision begins to go blurry, before I start seeing black dots, the black dots soon got bigger and bigger, before the ringing finally stopped, and the last thing I hears was a fait,

"Skyler?"

then I was out.