"Sorry? For what?" I mumbled
"6th grade. When this started." He glanced to my now bandaged wrist. I just looked at his pale face. "You said you were going to run away. And you asked me to come." His voice began to shake. I had never seen him like this before. "I said no. And I stopped you going. I should of said yes. I should of let you. You wouldn't of got like this you'd be happy..." He's eye glanced at me and shifted to the floor. I started to cry as I grabbed his hands and said,
"Harry we were kids. I didn't mean it. It didn't mean anything. Yes it hurt, you saying no. But it was just an idea not a reality. Don't worry. ITS NOT YOUR FAULT"
He smiled a little and stared at me,
"What if we go now."
These 5 words are what I've wanted to hear this for 5 years.
"Really?"
"Really."
I smiled at him and he smiled back.
"Let's go then"
"Okay I'll go get some stuff and meet you back here. Don't do anything stupid. Okay?"
"Okay."
He ran out of my house and I heard his bike start up.
Omfg.
I was leaving with harry.
I ran to my room grabbed a bag and filled it with my My chemical romance hoodie, My black ripped skinny jeans, and Falling In Reverse shirt. I packed the essentials, deodorant etc. I almost forgot my penny board too.
Then I dressed into my black tights, my ripped shorts, my Sleeping With Sirens shirt and a Vans hoodie. Slipped on my Vans skater shoes. And waited outside.
As I waited outside I felt guilty about leaving behind my mum to find me gone in the morning so I left my bag outside and wrote a note to my mum;
Mum,
I'm sorry but I had to leave I couldn't stay any longer. I'm sick of the kids at school being unworthy of living scums. I'm leaving tonight and might not return. I needed to tell you something before I left, I suffer from depression. Im sorry I never told you before. I was scared. And now I am scarred. I hope you understand. I love you so much. Please don't worry about me or phone the police. I'll be alright. Trust me.
K❤
I left the note and beside it I drew a picture of a razor blade so she understood. I walked out the room turned of the light and waited for harry to return.
