Days went on and we got further away from home, driving a couple hundred miles a day. Harry was alwayd smiling and he seemed so happy.. I however got worse and worse. The guilt i felt over leaving my mom got stronger and the thoughts of dying got more vivid. One night i just lost it. I got out of bed.
Harry turned to me with sleepy eyes.
"Where you going?"
"Bathroom ill be back in a few" i smiled and left the room. I walkee towards the bathroom shaking with fear. I walkes in and grabbed the pill bottle i didnt lock the door this time. I ran myself a bath and undressed. I plunge into the deep water and began crying. I knew i would but i didnt want to. I began taking the pills. One.Two.Ten.Thirty. My world began to black out.
I woke to a bright light shining in my eyes. Where was I? My vision was blurred and the light wasn't helpful.
"Where am I?!" I screamed out, hoping for an answer. No one answered.I screamed and screamed until suddenly I felt tired and began to drift off. They had knocked me out. I woke again and my vision wasn't as blurred I could see everything around me. Everyone. They were nurses.
"Where am I?" I whispered.
"You're in the hospital Katy."
I turned over and saw Harry. His eyes still shone bright but his face looked tired and worn.
"Hey" I mumbled.
"Hi."
I smiled at him and asked
"Why am I in here?"
"You got tried to overdose you've been here a few days. I haven't left you." He glanced down towards my hand. His fingers were laced I'm mine and they looked stiff. He had held my hand and not left my side all this time.
"Where's my mom?" I whispered
"She's not here. Only I know"
Thank you.. I mouthed before being knocked out by another dose of medicine.
