losin control ,timothée chalamet (2)

011. last time

as bella woke up her mind wouldn't stop going over last night; the feeling she felt being with him, feeling alive. she's never felt like that before, and she won't ever. her and timothée cannot happen. he's her friend, and only her friend, it's too early. she hasn't healed, her heart still aches.

yet she still smiled at the stupid thought of him. she only wondered if he felt them same.

as she scrolls through instagram, a notification pops up.

'one new message from "timmy"'

timmy
morning bella, do you have a hangover too?

of course she did, so she replied but instead of sending a random reaction pic, or a text with a large unnecessarily amount of emojis, so instead she texted back 'yeah'
maybe if she was distant these feelings would go away. last night they almost kissed, last night a mistake was almost made.

she hadn't replied to his messages from last night either due to her barley being able to walk to her bed without stumbling. so, she decided to text an old friend.

11:23 am
IMESSAGE
(tom, arabella)

arabella
thomas stanley holland
what the fuck is up my man

tom
arabella motherfucking pattinson
hi hello
long time no talk wtf happened

arabella
you grew up and left my 18 y/o ass

tom
oh yeah huh?
anyways, have u seen the new spiderman trailer

arabella
YES
omgg
is andrew in it please respond im ur biggest fan

tom
if i remember.. u said he was a better spiderman than me

arabella
pshh
that was louis not me blame that fucker

tom
oh yeah i forgot about him

arabella
lucky

tom
we should get the gang back together
me, u, millie, and ur bf timothee

arabella
huh? fake bf*

tom
comeonnnnnnn im not stupid
i see insta 🙄

arabella
omg i didn't tell u?!?

tom
this is the first time we've talked in a year and a
half. no u haven't

arabella
me and timmy r 'dating' to make his exand louis🙄 jealous

tom
that is

arabella
yeah

tom
im gonna create the new group chat
read

IMESSAGE
power rangers

tom

hi guysss!!!

mills
TOM?
wth
tell zendaya to answer my dms 🙏🏻

bells
omg the gang