losin control ,timothée chalamet (2)

014. it's u

tw: meantion of death theats

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"he wouldn't" she denied. her friend sighed, she wished he didn't do this but he did. 

"see for yourself." she shows her the story again and she was right. lily wasn't in nyc after all. her mind raced trying to think as to why he'd lie to her. he said he wouldn't hurt her yet here we are. millie went to comfort her friend by hugging her from the side. "god this fucking sucks." arabella mumbled under her breathe. "should i text him about it?" 

the actress shrugged, "what ever you want to do, bells. i say do it, you need an explanation. or at least the truth."

arabella nodded going back onto her phone and she began.

IMESSAGE
timmy , bella

timmy
i went to visit my friend lily
and asked her for advice on
telling you that i wanted to
go on an actual date with
you

bella
i know ur lying. and honestly it doens't matter
lily's in paris since thursday, its saturday.
timothee i rlly thought u wouldn't be like
louis with the lies and excuses, but u r.

delivered

and the shitty thing is, i rlly liked u. like 
rlly. u suck rn, but u're perfect
and i hate myself for letting u in, thinking u were 
some amazing dude i was lucky to be friends with
and yeah most of it was for pr, but the feelings weren't 
when i see u're name pop up i get butterflies; when u call
me pretty girl it makes me feel weird things.
i was actually falling for you.

not sent !

bella stopped typing debating whether to send it or not. millie was looking over her shoulder whispering, "do it," god how she wanted to, she really did. but she couldn't, she just can't. what if he totally broke her heart and this relationships a disaster too. her heart hasn't even healed. 

she ignored millies works and deleted her paragraph. setting her phone down she sighed in distress.

hours went by and not a reply back, millie left back to her hotel she had an early flight. and so she sat there on her couch once again. coffee in one hand the other waiting by her phone if maybe he'd say something back just maybe. yet he didn't. 

too lazy to make food, bella ordered it so when there was a knock on her door she was hoping for her sandwich and coffee. her hairs a mess, clothes wrinkled, makeup from last night still on. and so when she opened it never would she of thought i'd be him. not the one you think though, another.

"hi arabella." he smiled at her with her food in his hands, she stood there in complete and utter shock. 

she grabbed her food from his hands, "what are you doing here?" she asked as she set her food on her side table.