When He Says Goodbye... Harry Styles

Chapter 4

Still,Forzen, And Stiff I stood in Harry's arms. His long lucious curls where styled up with hair gel. I watched, deeply concetraited on his tear filled eyes. He suffered to find the words but when he did his words where shakey, "Macey..................." He trembled as his words fell out, "Macey, Im sorry!" I dont know if I could ever forgive myself and I wouldnt blame you if you couldnt forgive me either but I ask you with all my heart that you at least try."

 I trembled at his touch! A tear hottened my whole face as it plummeted down my cheeks. Vicky and Niall stood back with blank looks on their faces. I was staring into the eyes of a man who was known as a flirt, hearthrob, heartbreaker, and now a cheater! He pleaded for my forgiveness and I  had no words. Although I knew it was wrong I flung my arms around his neckand he wrapped one arm around my lower back and the other around my head. I dug my face into his neck and smelled his handsome scent. His tears fell and I felt them hit my hair. Held closely to him I heard a throat clear itself, "Ummmm Ermm I hope im not interupting anything!" Rita Ora Snotted off. I let go and wiped the tears from his cheeks smiling at him as i sniffled and stepped back "Of course not." I shaked. Rita took Harrys arm and handed him a shirt.

 As they walked away Harry turned his head back to face me and frown. I think this means Im letting him go. Is this the right choice? I turned to fall into Vickys arms. She grasped me tight and niall picked up all the bags. Vic and I sat on a bench waiting while Niall put the crib and bags in the truck. When he came back in we walked down to Lazy Boy Furniture and looked around for a bit. I needed a: bigger bed, dresser, couch, tv stand, recliner, in table and 3 bar stools. [ visualizing: you walk into my front door and on the left is a kitchen bar with no stools, on your right is the living room; a couched lined against the window, a flat screen 52 inch mounted to the wall, strait forward from the front door is the bathroom door sink to the right , shower in the back and toilet beside the counter. To the left of the bathroom door is a wide, short hallway one room on the right and one on the left. the room on the right is mine and the room on the left is the babys. to the left of my bedroom door is my twin bed thats it. The babys room is white and completely empty. My small house is a new home fully newly done with top of the line equipment and very expensive appliences.]

          Vick pointed out a black leather couch and matching recliner. I chose my Queen sized bed with a metal frame and Niall picked out the rustic metal stools, which i loved! We checked out and took only the bed that was firmly in a box frame and all! Everything else was put in a moving van to be delivered in the morning. We left them mall and went to Olive Garden. We quikly ate spegetti and went back to my house. Vick and I sat criss cross on the floor watching niall kindly put my bed together and the matress ontop. I put all of outr shopping bags in the baby room with the crib box. Vick and Niall carried out my pld bed and I put all of my bedding on my new bed. Niall set up the crib and Vick and i set the bed set in it and neatly made the bed. Lights where turned out and Vicky and I climed up in my bed with Niall laying doewn beside me i curled myself up in between my two best friends and felt Niall kiss my forehead, "Goodnight mommy lad", he whispered, "Goodnight baby lad!"  He said laying a hand on my belly. "Goodnight guys I love you both soo much and i had a wonerful day today." I said. Vicks phone lit up and she ws already asleep i gentally reached over and grabbed it from her hand to lay on the floor when i glanced down at the screen "Tell my girls i love them and i wish them sweet dreams i miss them dearly the house is to quite without Macys giggles and laughter its killing me but tell her i love her more than anything." the message from harry read. i was speechless to hurt to reply.. "Goodnight baby.." I whispered softly.