When He Says Goodbye... Harry Styles

Chapter 12

I awoke at Harrys in the morning relizing that I again was falling to him to fast agian. I got up and walked to the bathroom, I ran my fingers along the side of my face.. My eye was still a bit daker than the rest of my face but its a bruse what can I do? I heard movement in the bedroom and quickly walked back in to see if Harry was awake. The bed was empty, Where did he go? I turned to face the door and there he stood leaning against the door panel with his arms folded. His green eyes stared at me with thought, His cheeky smile gleamed at me, His curls layed everywhere with a figure of bed head. He walked forward and grabbed my cheeks with his warm gental hands, He layed his forehead against mine and smiled bigger. "You know I thought I would never see that smile in the morning again." I laughed. "Yeah I thought I would never see that glare in the morning again. Your always so sleepy in the morning." He giggled. If only he knew I layed in his arms all night just runnning through memories and thoughts. I walked over to the bed and climbed up on it to sit in the middle indian style. "Harry.. you know that its not the same. Something still holds us apart. We still ache, We are both trying so hard to make things okay again." I frowned. "Yes I know. And part of it is you living so far away and not here with me your not home."  He sighed. "Harry home is with my mom. Your house isnt home its just my safe spot, my runaway place, my hideout. Its not home unless there are fights and then forgivness and then the normal things that come back.." I sighed. "Agreeable but there has been  fight, and forgiveness and the normal things are starting to come back we just have to pull them in the rest of the way because they have slowed down." He reassured. "I know and I feel like im falling head first back to you, it might be to fast I dont know but when ever you look at me I get dizzy and when you smile at me I just feel like my whole body gets all warm and tingely." I smiled down at the pillow in my lap. "Macy I know the feeling.. I really do! and its great that your falling because I already crashed!" Harry smiled as he grabbed my chin to look me in the eye. He stared into my eyes smiling. His dimples surfaced and I started to blush I could feel my heart speed up. Then my handsgot sweaty and I felt overheated and tingely. Harry backed up and turned to face his dresser. He movedaround some things setting on top and he pulled out a box. A small blue box. He came and sat down next to me on the bed. He looked me in the eye and opened the box. He pulled out a rock, It was smooth and flatish, I was long and shiny. He turned it over in hi palm and there ingraved into the rock was 'H+M' I stared long and hard at this rock and a tear broke free. "Remember this?" Harry asked. It was the rock we kicked around on the side walk on while we talked when we first met. I picked it up and jokingly ingraved our names in it with a pin. "I saved it all these years when you handed it to me and drove away with your friend from your first concert. When I first ran into you back stage. And I walked you out to your car and we talked for like an hour." Harry laughed. "Yes I remember it but I didnt think you kept it, just because I was another fan back then that just got noticed at a concert I didnt think anything like this would come out of that." I smiled. Harry and I sat on the bed talking about the days when we where younger and kids running around town holding hands and laughing.. Now we are adults and making choices as expecting parents. "Harry I need to go home now. Dont take it as a bad thing its just that I still live at my house and all of my stuff is there." I sighed. "Yes of course. No I understand completly." Harry agreed.

 Harry drove me home and I went in to shower. I stood in the shower looking down. I couldnt see my feet because of my buldging baby bump. I am 7 months and 2 weeks along. Technically I still have two weeks until I go into labor. I got out of the shower and got dressed. I went to the kitchen and started some lunch, The clock said it was 1:23pm not too bad I usually dont eat until around supper time. As I pulled out lunch meat and bread I heard a car outside. I walked to the door and opened it up to Victoria. "Well well if it isnt miss Justice."  I laughed "Hey girl! umm we dont have much time! dont eat yet put that all away and go do something with your hair. Hurry boo!" Vicky smiled eagerly. I walked over and put the lunch meat and bread awaythen eaded back to the bathroom to pull my hair into a bun. I was wearing jeans and a tshirt with my under armor hoddie over it. I walked out and Vicky smiled holding my pumas. Hurry up she hollard at me. I followed her out to her car and she told me to get in. Doors are locked to the house and my purse is on my shoulder. Cars in the garage.. "Vicky where are we going?" I asked. "Its a suprise!" She laughed. It was a quiet ride and I could tell we where headed to Annes house. I knew the route like the back of my hand. When we pulled into the driveway there where about seventeenother cars there. Vicky covered my eyes and walked me into the front door.. "Open!" She yelled. I opened my eyes to a ton of my friends and family, Balloons saying 'Baby Shower' on them and a banner that said 'Happy Baby Shower Macy!' I laughed and went around hugging everyone.. There was: Eleanor, Perry, Hanna, Katie, Brey, Anne, Gemma, Victoria, my old friend Madison, Lou Teasdale and Baby Lux, my Aunt Michele, my cousin Aubree, Harrys friend Britany, Selena Gomez, Demi Lavato and my highschool friends Kayla Beaverson and Chelsea. I was stunned and in shock there was food, games, movies, gifts and Friends and Family... I hugged everyone but I hugged Anne last. "Oh mama I love you guys soo much.. Thankyou!! You guys didnt have to do this at all." I cried.. "Macy every girl has a babyshower!! Its tradition!" Anne laughed as she rubbed my back. I let go of her and stepped back to look at everyone. "Macy! I love your hair!! Ifonly the boys would let me do that to theirs.." Lou laughed. "oh my bun, Thankyou' I laughed.