When He Says Goodbye... Harry Styles

Chapter 5

I rolled over to see the clock and noticed a sweet smell lingering through the air. 'Mmmm pancakes!!' I thought to myself. "Niall wheres the spatula?" Vick shouted. "I don't know!" He shouted back

"Well Darnet Niall the pancakes are going to burn if you dont find it!"

"Me why do I have to find it? I didn't lose it!"

"Niall just shut up and help me find it or I won't feed you anything!!!"

"WHAT!! dont threaten me with food... you know its my weakness..."

"Then get off your ass and help me"

".......fine..."

"Thankyou"

  I got out of bed and tilted the clock to look at it... 10:34AM.... not bad its not that late. I walked slowly to the door and around the jam to the bathroom. "Goodmorning Mace!!!" Niall squeeled. "Goodmorning Niall!" I giggled. 'Danggggg Mace.. man I really need to cut back on the twinkies and chocolate! ah I'm just kinding little one mommy loves you!' I said to myself. "Macey we made pancakes for you."Vick yelled. "Yes i smell them.. vicky are you grumpy this morning?" I laughed. "Yes very much so now get out here and eat so I can go visit Harry today I want to talk to him about what happend at the mall yesterday!" Vicky Yelled. Laughing I walked out and sat down on the kitchen bar stool. I grabbed my plate and began eating my panckes while Vicky rushed around the kitchen setting her phone on the counter infront of me. She threw on her coat and hung up my apron running to the front door to put her shoes on. "Quak, Quak, Quak, Quak" Vicks IPhone lit up and rang.

'Hello'

'Hey its Harry'

'Yes I know its called caller ID"

'Haha yeah, so are you still coming over today or whats going on? I know the mall thing yesterday was a bit awkward and I got really sensitive.'

'Yeaah actually I just made Macy pancakes and I just put on my coat and shoes I was about to head to your house right now actually.'

'Your at Macys?'

'Yeah! Someones gotta keep an eye on her. She is 8 months pregnant ya know.'

'Yes I know..'

'Yeah thats your baby Harry I think its time for you to straiten up and mature a bit, your becoming a father more and more every day.'

'I know and I miss her sooo much! Rita and I where never a thing and I tried explaing that to Mace but she started blaming me for things and I got mad and started screaming. I didnt mean to make her cry or become scared she knows im not like that ever.. I have never felt so much greif and pain..'

'Harry she is hurt and you are going to have to show her you care before you jump into things again its gonna take awhile for her trust to build up again.. But if you just try to show her you hurt yourself too and im sure things will go back to being normal.'

'Put me on speaker phone Vick..'

'Kay hold on..'

'Hurry up.'

'Alright your on speaker.'

'Mace? Can you hear me?'

'Yes Harold?'

'Oh God Mace I, I, I,.'

'Finish your sentance.'

'Macy Minks I miss you so much, I never ever ever in my life meant to hurt you.. you are my world and our baby needs us together as a family, my fans.. OUR FANS need us together. you have no idea how much hate messages and tweets I have gotten about us being on a seperation break. But most of all Mace I need you I can't go on stage knowing your no longer backstage or in the dressing room watching.. I cant go on tour in two weeks knowing you won't be home in our house keeping our bed warm, supporting me the entire time, or watching me on tv, knowing you wont be there to listen to the interveiwers ask me questions about you, you won't see me burst into tears or answer the question looking directly into the camera so you know i'm looking at you.. It hurts... Mace I Love You!'

'Harry, I want to be there I do but what happend tore me apart and I just need time to heal.'

'Mace, I want to hold you again. for now and forever... '

'You will have to show your worthy of me again..'

'How about we go on a mommy daddy and baby date!'

'how?'

'Well we could go bowling, we could go out to eat, we could go for a walk, or we could go to my mums house and hang out with her and my step dad and have a family game night..'

'Why dont you talk to mama about that and have her call me then I will text you and we can get it all figured out kay.'

'OKAY'

'Well then I'm gonna let you go and I will let Vicky head over.'

'Wait wait why dont you come with her.. please mace please.'

'I might..'

'okay then goodbye.'

'kay bye harry'

.............Tears rolled and dripped.. I have never been in so much pain! "Alright mave well i'm leaving so are you coming?" Vicky asked. "Yeah I will go.." I sighed.. "Okay then let's go.." Vick smiled. "Ladies may I go?" Niall asked sweetly. "Of course we couldnt leave you behind." I giggled.. We all stampered out the door and into Nialls truck. I climed up front after had letting vick in the back. Buckling up I got shakey, Tears again began to roll vastly. "Mace are you sure you want to do this?"Niall asked grabbing my hand. "Yeah of course.."I said plugging my IPhone into the radio jack. "Can I pick the song?" Niall asked. "sure." I said handing him my phone.....

    'Listen to your heart before you tell him goodbye.. Listen to your heart...' It all began playing softly, sweetly and slowly. My lip quivered. "Listen to the lyrics Mace" Vick said rubbing my shoulders.. "I am." I replyed.

 When we pulled in the drive way I unbuckled and bit my lip. Getting out I released the seat for Vick, We walked up to the door as I slowly trailed behind glaring up at the big white house. 'Home, I feel like i'm home, It's all to comfortable.' I thought to myself. The big glass door swung open, Revealing a scent that was all too familier. I stepped inside slowly and slid off my coat hanging it up on the hook where I always have. Vicky and Niall wandered off into the kitchen, I still stood at the door glaring into the once so called home. I trailed into the picture filled hallway pressing my fingers against the light green wall. Up the stairs I walked back to the bedroom, Staing in the doorway replaying the fight in my head I began to tremble. I walked in few steps looking at the bed, his side completely untouched, my side with blankets freshly used pillow un fluffed and used. I slid my finger tips on the plush white bed spread glidding them along to the edge, as I walked around to sit down on my side. "I sleep there everynight, Its funny now I understand how cold it is when Im gone on tour," A soft voice whispered from the door jam. I turned slowly to look at the man with his arms folded and leaning against the wooden door panel. "cold, dark and all too quite." I grimly smiled. "Yeah.." He said stepping into the room, He walked over to me and grabbed my hand. "Stand up." He whispered. I stood up with my hand still laying softly in his. He removed his hand and planted both hands softly on my stomach. "Hey baby. Daddys here." He said nealing down on one knee to look face to face with my belly. I giggled and smiled it was all too cute I missed him so much. He stood back up fully and wrapped his arms around me kissing my forehead. "Macy I missed You, please dont leave tonight, please just stay tonight. just for tonight." Harry pleaded. I felt two presances watching from the door way. "Just for tonight!" I smiled. "Oh thankyou mace!!" He said releaved. I feel I am taking a risk. A really big risk it had better be worth it..