𝐂𝐑𝐔𝐒𝐇, 𝘳𝘺𝘭𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘴𝘵𝘰𝘳𝘮𝘴

𝐭𝐰𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐲.

twenty — reality.

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RYLAND STORMS

we kept kissing or whatever for a few more seconds before serena pulled away with a frightened look on her face.

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SERENA CYR

as w were kissing i remember how i forgot to tell blake about how i like someone else.

i pulled away with a frightened look on my face.

"..WHAT?!!!" ryland exclaims not knowing what was going on.
if i tell ryland what i'm thinking then he is probably gonna be mad at me and not understand so maybe i'll just tell blake tomorrow ...

"what.. what's wrong!!??" he asked. he was either actually showing that he cared about me or he just wanted to kiss me again. i looked at him and relaxed my face so i didn't look like i saw ghost anymore.

he just looked at me and then leaned in and kissed me again. i kissed him back, i was enjoying it but then blake got on my mind again.

i pulled away again and then ryland said, "okay.. is something wrong because.. wait- do you have a boyfriend? don't tell me you have a-" he says and i cut him off before he can finish,
"no! not a boyfriend.." i tell him.

"oh." he looks relieved, "then what.." he wonders.

do i tell him?
do i not?

i feel like i should.
it's ryland he won't care.
but also i don't want to take advantage of him or something just because he doesn't care about anything..
is that mean? does that count as taking advantage? i don't know!!!??

okay i'll just tell him.

i let out a breath then say, "uhmm.. i kind of had this thing with.. um.. bl- someone- and umm they don't know about..  us..." i explained. why didn't i tell him it was blake i'm so stupid !!
i'm such a liar i hate myself.

he just blinked for a second.
he didn't even say anything about what i just told him, instead  he said, "us? what's us? we're something?" he asks.
"um. i don't know." i question.

"cool, cool," he nods his head, "so are you gonna dump him or .. what?" he wonders.

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RYLAND STORMS

"so are you gonna dump him or .. what?" i wonder.

she let out a laugh, "i've been wanting to.. for the past weeks .. but i don't know how he'll take it.. i've been friends with him forever but when i end things ..i dont know if it will be on good terms or not.." she explained.
who the fuck is this guy even!!??

"hm. yeah i remember you saying something about you having an un official relationship with some idiot." i nod.
"i never said idiot!!" she exclaimed.
"yeah. i did." i explain.

"so you don't care?" she wondered. i shook my head. "nope."

"so.. are we gonna talk about.. what we are..???" she questions.
"serena. how about.. you go text or talk to your whatever fake boyfriend and do whatever.. break up with him don't break up with him, let me know what you do and call me and we'll talk. right now if you have something going on with some guy.. that seems .. just wrong to talk about that with you right now.." i explain, "so go talk to him, and let me know." i add before getting up from my chair.

she looks down.
"okay.. sorry.. you're right..
i guess.. see you later then.." she says playing with her rings before glancing up at me, turning around, and leaving.

as she walked away i sighed. if only she told me earlier about that guy before i literally confessed my love to her. and she didn't even say anything back!! she didn't say she liked me or anything!

she's so confusing it's not fair!
more confusing then ..

me..!!!!

AUTHORS NOTE ||

heyyyyyy

i haven't updated in a while so here 🥰🥰🥰🥰

school is making me sleep early and i hate it
i love staying up late

but i get tired so easily it's literally feels like i take melatonin lol

ok goodbye i'm gonna re read this now ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️