My name is Lou,I'm 11 years old, some may call me "Emo",Some May call me "goth",some way call me a "freak",some may call me "weird".I like to call myself: "a mentally unstable Homosexual" but those work too.
I didn't get Professional help,nor was I professionally diagnosed
But I'm pretty sure I have,ADHD,some trauma here and there, anxiety isn't even a question,and depression was there from the beginning.
But the thing that really messed with my life is MDD,also known as Meledabtive daydreaming Disorder.
It's like skitsofrenia,but a bit different,it's basically like daydreaming but it messes with your brain into thinking everything's there,People,objects, even difrent places.
It would be humanly impossible to count how many times I got self conscious in the middle of a laugh, only to realise I'm alone on my bed.
And at school, it's even worse, I have to focus on the subject while hiding the fact that my mind is pretending to be in a fūcking anime seen,While I'm having a panic attack,WHILE I'm overstimulated. 🙂
So uh- mentally prepare to live my life through a screen.
YOU ARE READING
Through my eyes
Fanfictionthis book is going to be a little bit of vents,a little bit of trauma dumping,my interests, my dislikes,basically, everything through my point of view. like a public diary.
