- starting to put warnings :: thoughts of murder/ attempted murder (?), a decent sized a/n at the end
-this chapter is written in [m/n] pov
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i still can't piece together how it happened, one minute i was bound to a chair, the next i'm walking with the love of my life to gather more information for the 'Noah's Ark Circus' he told me so little about.
'get up we're going to an acquaintance of mine'
he has little to no respect for me... he makes me walk behind him while Sebastian walks next to him. every time i look up in the slightest to gaze at his back i see his head turn to make sure mine stays facing the ground.
this isn't how any of this was supposed to be... i was supposed to be the one in control. i was supposed to make him walk behind me. where did everything go wrong?
i then remembered, lifting my head up -not to look at my master this time- but to look at his butler. it was him. i remember why i hate him. i remember everything from back when i watched Ciel from his windows.
'none of this is my fault... it's the butler's fault! Sebastian! he's the one who did this. if it weren't for him Ciel would be mine... damn him!'
my thoughts clouded with only the intent to have Sebastian's head. unconsciously, I lifted my surprisingly shaky hands, to the raven haired butlers' neck. what would i do strangle him in public? well it's not like i would be able to get away as innocent when all these eyes can see.
Yet i can't seem to stop myself. the only thing i want right now is Sebastian dead.
just as my hands were about to wrap around his pale thin neck, my eyes widened as they both stopped walking and i retracted my hands back at the speed of light. i couldn't lose my master's trust, not now not ever.
he may treat me like the scum of the earth but... i'll do anything to gain his love. after all if i kill Sebastian my master wouldn't have anyone else besides his other servants. they're, not that reliable.
lost in my thoughts i hadn't noticed the two stop walking, causing me to bump into Sebastians' hard back. "ow! fuck..." rubbing the part of my face i hit i glared at the butler who turned to smirk at me.
"fix your face you have no right to glare at him when you bumped into him" doing as my master told me to i stared at the ground instead, not missing Sebastian's little chuckle. oh how i wanted to━
"we're here so you wait outside and we'll be out in a few minutes." wait so he just wanted me to wait out here like some dog not allowed in a restaurant? i wanted to protest but i knew better, he would have my head or worse.
"yes sir." i said still staring at the floor, i could hear him huff but nevertheless he went inside, however Sebastian walked in after him saying one thing to me before closing the door.
"you should wait closer to the store, if something happens to you i may not be able to sense it from there." with that he closed the door leaving me there with a confused face.
"why would i listen to what he says i hate him." i muttered, but i realized that standing in the middle of the street talking to myself got me strange looks, so i leaned against the side of the door lowkey hoping to hear what they were talking about.
'wait a second, where the hell are we?' i realized that i was to busy looking down to even notice where we were walking. stepping forward a bit then turning to see the sign i read it out loud, "undertaker... what an odd name."
suddenly a voice called out from behind me
"that's not very nice dearie."
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i took a small break from wattpad but hopefully i can get back on the original plot, fingers crossed i can get a chapter next week
