MEDICINE

CONTROL

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-dark mode recommended

-may contain tw read with caution

you've been alone for who knows how long. the room you were in looked less than a noble's room, more like a servants quarters. you weren't sure who's though, you knew about every person who lived and walked in the Phantomhive manor. You did more research on that than your school work-

you thought about the possible owners of the room one by one out loud.

"there's finnian the gardener, he's more of a child i would see him decorating his room bright colors." looking around the room was basic and a lot smaller now that you thought of it.

"next is mey-rin but she doesn't seem like the type to keep her room organized, with the amount of plates she breaks i would be surprised Ciel let's her have valuables." you scanned the wooden desk and widened your eyes to see it was bare.

"this person either doesn't need anything, doesn't want anything, or hides all their essentials. maybe tanaka? he seems like the type to keep his things hidden or in the drawers or bathrooms." you rocked your chair back and forth to try and get a glimpse of what was behind you, hoping it was a bathroom of some sorts. falling onto your back, which hurt a lot, you cursed seeing it was only a fire place.

"shit, that hurt. damnit there's nothing back here. i don't think it's tanaka... baldroy? no there's no burns around here. that leaves one staff member left..." you grit your teeth thinking of the butler who stayed glued to Ciel's side 24/7.

"it took you long enough to figure it out" you heard a smug chuckle and painfully turned your head to see one of the people you hated. "you... how did i get here?"

walking around his room, the butler in black folded his hands behind his back and took long strides around you, as if he was taunting you for not having the ability to walk.

"simple, on day one of your 'stalking' my master had me keep and eye on you to make sure you weren't harming his business. when i myself followed you home i realized you had a small, how do you say, crush on the young lord. i found the situation amusing and decided to hide it from my master." you grunted at the fact you got caught so easily, were you that obvious? this man was some type of wizard being able to notice you within the first hour.

"weeks of this going on, and my master still had no clue about it. although he had his suspicions i made sure to keep the little stray kept silent. i did a good job until yesterday, when you decided to sneak in the manor..." he grabbed the back of your chair and lifted it so it was leaning on the back two legs and his face was over yours, breath fanning across your cheeks.

"every time you left one of your messes in the bushes, i cleaned it up. your moans were so loud, you must really have wanted to be inside my master..." his whispers sent chills down your spine, you glared at his finger that traced circles on your face.

"your 'plan' to steal my master's stuff ruined my little secret keeping from him, it was amusing to see you so aroused from just the scent of my trap. a little sevoflurane did the trick to knock you out." you cringed at how close he was and and tilted your head to the side and grunted. "i would prefer if you not sir..."

the butler's deep chuckle made you squirm, you hated this you didn't even like him! you loved his master! "you know my name, why don't you say it?" his gloved fingers grabbed your chin and made you look at him. "come on now stray. say my name..."

you hated this, you hated him. it should've been you with Ciel at night, tucking him in, getting him dressed. whenever Sebastian touches the noble it sends a wave of jealousy through your body it's almost painful. you felt you hand shaking from holding the urge back to sock the butler then and there. he felt your trembling body and knew it wasn't from fear, but from resilience.

he truly loved this side of you.

it made him want more, typical for a demon always craving more of the sinful.

that was what you were. sinful. full of sin. and you knew it, you hated and loved it at the same time.

that's why Sebastian wanted to break you, he wanted to see what happened to you. what hurt you?

so he could use it to his advantage.

if you wanted to manipulate something.

or someone.

you had to find out what they are.

and take control of it from there.

this chapter's a bit shorter than the last. i didn't really know how to tell the story ig so here's what you guys get.

i'll try to add some songs to spice up the chapters but we'll see.

lmk what you guys think so far! i'm dying to hear!

this should be updated at least once a week so you'll see more of me :]]

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