Bleach Kills

2 (Leafyisbleachy)

This was started in 2016.. like 6 years ago idk I'm bad at math but don't judge if the writing style isn't the same. It's been literally ages since I've written anything but yes yes, I am STILL in the fandom and have been around reading leafcynical fics and also begging ppl to update/reupload their stories (sorry) bc YES I am that desperate lol. Onward with the story I guess..

Calvin sighed as the realization of what his life had become hit him. He never thought he of all fucking people would follow through with a stupid quip he enjoyed saying repeatedly in his videos. "This kid is so cringey I litrally want to drink bleach", being one of his usual go tos while recording a standard commentary for his channel. In all honesty though, he felt alone. Extremely lonely even though he'd never allow anyone to know that truth about him. It had been some months since he'd spoken with youtube's other well known "cyberbully" and the lack of communication between the two was really starting to get to our little closeted bleach fiend. Calvin seriously had some feelings for this boy, feelings he didn't understand himself nor would the blonde haired paintbrush reciprocate, he was almost positive on that. Glaring at the slightly less than full clorox bottle sitting atop his disorganized counter, the adolescent boy sighed and started making his way back into his computer room. He really hated this habit and knew he needed to kick it to the curb or else he might end up dead on said curb. Okay, so not literally but it's more of a figure of speech. His deep chestnut eyes lit up as he saw a certain name flash on the monitor's screen.

'Pyrocynical sent you a message', the text read. Leafy's heart nearly jumped upon seeing this, shocked to see that name since to him it had been ages since they'd chatted or even interacted on twitter or whatnot. He quickly sat in his chair, hand shaking a little as it jolted for the mouse and he clicked to see what his lov- somewhat friend had written to him.

"Hey leafy, sry it's been a bit. I wanted to catch up tho and I'll actually be flying to cali next week. Yeah you're in utah but could you maybe meet me there and we could hang out? I'll cover your ticket if that's a problem."

Calvin was almost stunned reading that Niall wanted to hangout with him. He wanted to see him? Him, leafy, the depressed faggot everyone had such a grand time with exposing? Yikes. He quickly did his best to push those thoughts from his head in favor of replying back to the boy who occupied his mind much more than he'd be comfortable admitting out loud.

"Uh yeah sure", was his lackluster reply. He smacked himself in the head before adding more to his three word "sentence". "I mean yeah, I'm down to do that. You don't need to cover me though, I can afford a plane ticket haha"

He cringed at his own response, waiting anxiously as his fingertips tapped almost feverently on his wooden desk, not realizing he'd left another "shot" glass near his keyboard, that glass being just about half full. The youtuber eyed the object cautiously, debating on what to do in his current situation. For some reason, the act of drinking bleach really did seem to ease his nerves and calm down those always racing thoughts, of course when he got past that initial burn. He picked it up, taking a sniff to confirm it was in fact a cleaning solution and not an unforgotten bit of vodka he'd left out. Fuck it. He tilted the shot to his lips, letting some dribble down his chin as he finished his toxic drink. He'd need to cull this habit before going to meetup with Niall. Or else what would the brit think of him? Pathetic. Those would be his exact thoughts. He'd never understand why the dark haired boy did this to himself, he just wouldn't. Snapping out of it once the burn had subsided mostly, he looked to see another reply.

"Wear something cute for me ;)"

Leafy nearly died at that comment.

A/N: I will continue this. It's 3am currently and yes I know it has been 6 years since I updated before but I will. No one is writing anymore and it's making me actually depressed so I'm writing again. And if I break my promise, you may hunt me down lol. I hope whoever is still left enjoys this <3