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Day 190 - 04/27/15

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by Sparktastic

by Sparktastic

I've decided that I'm not going to date James. At least, not now.

I want to wait longer because I'm still not comfortable with doing things with him that I used to do with Aleks.

James makes me feel nice and loved, but it's nothing to how Aleks made me feel.

No one could ever be as good as him.

And maybe that's why I'm afraid to be with James. I'm afraid I'm never going to be as happy with someone else.

I may be over exaggerating when I say that Aleks is the only one for me but I think it's true.

Yes, my heart flutters when I'm with James but I don't get whole 'love' feeling. I definitely had that with Aleks.

Maybe I'm just meant to be alone for the rest of my life.