Juke One-Shots

16. Drugs

TW!!! addiction, drugs, panic attacks

Julie's POV

"That's a great plan, I'll front you 50k"

"Um how about something smaller? 10k?" I say trying to be smart but nothing about this is smart. "Alright. Here ya go." She gives me a suit case. "Thank you." I nod and walk out.

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I get home from school and walk into my room opening the closet door. The suitcase was gone. "Looking for this Jules?" My mom shows up at the door with the suitcase. "Um, Mom. I-it's not what it looks like. I'm- im 60 days clean-"

"Lies. You and your new friends brought you back to his." She opens the suitcase- it's empty. "Mom what the fuck did you do?!" I started to cry. "That wasn't mine. Mom! that wasn't mine! she's gonna kill me."

"Who's gonna kill you, no one's gonna kill you. We gotta get you back to the ER."

"No! get away from me!" I start to shake and push her out of my way. "JULIANA!"

"Where are they?" I trash the whole place looking for them. "Julie, I flushed them."

"No! You fucking bitch." I laughed. "Now tell me where they are."

"Half way down a sewer."

I walk up to her as close as i possibly can get. "Fuck. you." I turned around and she grant my arm and slapped me. With the amount of shit i was doped up on It kicked me out.

I woke up in a car my mom driving and my brother in the back. "Mom? where are we goin?"

"rehab."

"No- you said- you said ER the fucking rehab center is not the ER! Mom please i'm sorry- stop the car."

"I can't do that Julie. You're a senior in high school you need to have your head in straight."

"It is- it will be! I promise! stop the cae. Please mom. I'm sorry I didn't mean it. Any of it." We pulled up to a red light and I quickly opened the door and ran out. "JULIANNA!" Was the last thing I heard before sprinting to the only place I knew. "Luke's."

"Luke please open! please!" I bang in his apartment door. I heard guns lock and quickly stoped and gasped. "L-Luke? A-"

The door swings open. A bunch of guys holding bags, drugs I assumed. Luke's my dealer so I just let myself in. "She's good guys." He stands up in front of me as they put their guns back down. "Julie what the fuck? get out of here."

"no, I can't. If I do i'm going back to rehab. I cant fucking do that again. So-so please let me stay here."

"Ok." He says softly. "sit down here where I can see you." He sits me down on the couch. "Hey pretty girl, you want some?" a guy says. "Ye-"

"Nah Mouse, She's good. how much is it gonna be."

"I think she wanted to say something." Luke looked back at me and shook his head. "Um- no, thanks Im good. Uh thank you though...Nice offer." I drift off with the last bit.

"Jules, wake up, c'mon, love."

"Mmm. you got any Zoloft?"

"Fuck, Jules! I thought you were dead!" He rolled his eyes. "Was that a yes or no?"

"What the fuck? I don't know probably. Reggie! We got that shit?"

"Uh, Yeah." reggie throws Luke a bottle. "Anxiety meds? you good?" He takes one out into his hand and drops it in my mouth. "No."

"Whatever it is you can tell me, shit, we've known each other for how long?" He laughs- that hot mother fucker. I just wanna make out with him but he probably has a girl in his room. "Jules?"

"Hm? uh like 5 years? I dunno."

"Well, can I do anything? to make you feel better?" absolutely- "No."

"Are you sure?"

"No." I responded playing with my hands. He chuckled getting closer. "You want something to eat?"

"Yeah, sure." I tried to stand up and tripped on Luke's feet, he pulled me into his chest. "Luke- I don't feel good."

He holds up my hair was i throw up in the toilet. "Yeah, Ima try to get the drugs out of her system, make her some pancakes?"

"ok."

"That wasn't- Zoloft, now was it?" I continued to throw up. "Nope, it was not."

"I knew it tasted funny." I stood back up. "Got a toothbrush or something? I feel discussing." He takes one from a cabinet and hands it to me. and takes all the pills out and walks out. I sigh, "Real funny, Luke!"

"Love you!"

"Shut the fuck up." I mumbled taking some toothpaste and brushing my teeth. I look at my shirt and take it off gross, gross, gross.

I walked out of his bathroom in a sports bra. some of the guys whispered and others cat called. Ass wipes. "Julie. What the fuck?" Luke stands in front in my trying to cover me. "I need a shirt." I looked up to him....coz i'm like 4'11 and this man is like I dunno 6'1? but tall.

"Ok." He grabbed my hand and gravedigger me to his room, no girl. "Here." He pulled of his shirt and put on another one. "Why not just give me that one?"

"Because."

"Because what." I walked up to him and ran my hands up and down his chest. "Julie you're doped up."

"Nah, I just threw 'em all up." I jumped in his bed and stood up on it. "C'mere."

"What jules?"

When he was close enough, I pulled him in and he didn't stop me, I smashed my lips into his making at low noise come out of his throat. I jumped into him and he grabbed my legs. He kissed down my cheek down to my neck. "Mm." I moaned. "You like that?"
"Mhm."
He set me down on his bed and rubbed me through my shorts. "Fucking hell." I unbuttoned my jean shorts and he dragged them down. "You're wet."

"No fucking shit, now fuck me or i'll fuck myself."

"Yes ma'am." he goes down on me. felt great blah blah blah blah. 10/10 would recommend getting eaten out by Luke.

"C'mon let's go." He says as he buttons my shorts. "Carry my Lukie." I hold my arms out. He turns around and I jump into his back. "Where's everyone?" Luke asked. "What do you mean it's Like 3 in the fucking morning." Alex says eating a bowl of cereal. "I'm hungry." I say as Luke sits me down on a chair. "Want food?"

"How long have I been here?" I asked getting up. "Uh you got here at like 11 so like 4 hours?"

"Shit, where's my phone."

"I dunno."

"Help me find it." I lifted up the couch cushions. "Why do you need it." Luke said looking for it too.

"Found it." I sit down ignoring his questions. I see 100 missed call and text messages. "Can I stay here?"

"Yeah how ever long you need." He nodded.

"Now, wanna tell me what's going on?" He takes a seat next to me. "I'm scared Luke. Really fucking scared. I think I messed up really bad his time." My eyes started to water.

"Wanna talk about it?"

"Maybe later, I just wanna sleep." I set my head down on his lap as he threw a blanket over us.

HEYYYYYYY um this has been in my drafts for a while i don't know if i like it
anyways BYE LOVELYS 💕💕💕