20. Fights

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Julie's POV
It's literally 4 AM. Alex, Reggie Flynn and I are all out looking for Luke, We got into a fight around 7 pm and he said he'd be back in a hour. It's been 9 you could probably understand why I'm worried.

I've been to 4 bars, 3 clubs and 8 parks. He loves taking walks on the beaches so i'm on my way to the closest one to us, I sighed parking my car as I got a call, "Alex, hey! Did you find him?" I asked sitting back into my car. "Yes, He's like black out drunk, Jules. He's got a huge tab I don't have any money on me-"

He's been sober for 2 years. "Fuck, Um. where are you? Don't worry I brought my wallet just stay inside and order water."

"Devens club, just up north? you know where-"

"Yep, I'm in my way." I hung up putting my seatbelt on and staring to drive again, "Hey siri, call Flynn."

"Hey, Alex found him. I'm on my way right now uh, and you let Reg know? I'm really scared right know. Alex said he was drunk. I'll call you tomorrow, thank you guys."

"Yeah, no problem love you." She hung up.

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I pull up and quickly get out pulling out my wallet for my Id, I give it to the security. "Go ahead." He hands it back and I walk in. "Oh, Just to warn you- the bar closes in like 15 minutes."

"Yeah, I'm just here to get my husband, thank you." I nodded putting my Id in my wallet again. "Julie!" someone yells and I whip my head around to see Alex with Luke, Luke looks like he's about to fall asleep on the other side on the barstools. Luke's head was down on his arms and barely open. "Hi, his tab, please?" I waved the bar tender down and he handed me a $400 dollar receipt.

"Damn it, Lucas." I sighed, putting HIS debit card down, I was not gonna use mine. "You're all set." He smiled handing it back. "Alright, C'mon." I brushed my hand through his hair as he groaned. "I want Jule, I've gotta say sorry." He slurs getting up, "Jule!" He jumped up hugging me, "Let's go home, yeah?"

He was never a bad drunk, but he would say a lot of things so he decided to cut it out of his life for a while, He last time he drank anything was our wedding- nothing bad just some champagne that we opened after that it was like he didn't want it.

"Are you mad at me?" He stumbled making me trip a little, He is bigger then me and for sure heaver. "We'll talk about it later, I just wanna get you home, And in bed. Ok?" I sat him down in the passenger seat. "Oh? in bed you sa-" I closed the door turning around to Alex.

"Thank you so much, you have no idea how much I appreciate you for this." He pulled me into a hug and I smiled. "No problem Jules, See you tomorrow?"

"Yeah." I turned around to see luke fogging up the window drawing hearts in it, "I married a child." I laughed as Alex got into his car and I got into mine. "Please don't be mad, I wasn't gonna drink. But then I saw everyone else drinking and I couldn't help myself. Then one wasn't enough..."

"Hey, No matter what you could of said right now- I'm still gonna be mad at you." I Turned my eyes to the road as we stoped to the red light. "I'm sorry, my Love." He whispered. The light turned green and wiped a tear off my face. 'It's gonna be ok, i'm being dramatic' I breathed. What he said really hurt.

'Is that why you're so scared to have kids? That you're gonna get the same illness as your mom and leave him or her? Julie, You don't carry that gene, my love. There's nothing to be afraid of!"

Was I scared- Am I scared? Yes. Do I want kids? I know he does but I just don't want my kids to go through what I did at 15.

"Luke, we're here."

"Please forgive me, I was mad I didn't mean it."

"C'mon get on the couch. You're sleeping here tonight." I sat him down on the couch and helping him take off his belt then went into our room. I hoped to get over in a nights sleep put he opened a wound and stuffed it with salt want stitched it back up just a "I'm sorry."

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I roll over and groan to see the light coming through the curtains, I sigh looking up at the ceiling groaning covering my face with the covers. I furrowed my eyebrows at the smell of something- I don't know what but it smells amazing. I grabbed my phone from the night stand and I gasp at the time being 4:30

I quickly get up putting on a t-shirt over my sports bra and leaving on my nike pros, The room was filled with red and pink heart balloons.

I sigh looking around the room to see a huge bouquet of red and pink Dahlias, I rolled my eyes walking up to it taking the small note from the flowers, "I know you most definitely hate me... but I know our love is strong enough to get us through anything. If not you can use me as your person punching bag." He quoted my wedding vows, Was Our love strong enough?

I walked out to the kitchen to see him making Ribs, my favorite, "Did you like it?" He asked turning around giving me a plate. I sit on one of the chairs on the island and grab a fork from the draw next to me, "What the balloons and flowers? Luke, you can't fix everything with a fancy meal and flows. It hurt. You hurt me."

"I was upset and said things things that shouldn't have been said but you have to understand that when I brought it up 6 months ago you said you were ready, Julie- I-i'm sorry. I don't know how to tell you so you'd believe me, Tell me how and I'll do it."

"No, I know you feel sorry, I just don't know if I can forgive you." I picked that the food looking at him. "I said I was sorry I don't know what else to do."

"Yeah, and I don't forgive you."



















HEYYYYYYYYYYYYY kinda upsetting but honestly all the one shots i've published and a happy ending gotta change that up sooo... ig we'll never know?
anyways BYE LOVELYS 💕💕💕

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