Dancing with your Ghost | jinayeon ✓

𝚑𝚘𝚠 𝚌𝚊𝚗 𝚒 𝚕𝚒𝚟𝚎 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚢𝚘𝚞

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Nayeon whispered to herself, while staring at her boyfriend's picture.

Tears falling from her cheek, laying on the cold floor, rolling over and over..

It's been a months since her lover was dead, it's near a year.

But yet, she can't move on.

Her friends tried everything to feel her better but any one of those didn't work.

Bubble teas. Animals. Bunnies. Sweets. Music. And Ice creams. Can't mend her broken heart.

She's lost.

She's not the old Nayeon she was.

If there was can mend her broken heart.

It was only one.

It's Kim Seokjin.

And nothing.

But Jin can't came back to her, hug her, neither kiss her, because Jin was gone.

Seokjin was gone..

If Jin was gone..

Nayeon will remained lonely, quiet, depressed, and sad.

Even her own pets can't help Nayeon to be happy just a few moments.

Instead she kept on kicking off her pets away from her.

She was totally lost..

The confident Nayeon turned to be a lifeless Nayeon.

She was alive but dead on the inside..

She lost her appetite.

The food lover turned to a food hater.

Her friends tried to give her food but instead to eat those, she just throw them.

She was totally lost..

The only can bring her back from her old self..

It was Jin..

Her old friends was so worried, but sadly..

They both give up..

They leaved Nayeon behind.

Their tired, they tried everything but..

It's still the same..

They can't change Nayeon..

Because..

Jin can change Nayeon, and no one else..

They leaved Nayeon behind.

They know that leaving Nayeon is s bad thing, but they have no choice.

And now..

Nayeon is so lonely.

The house that always clean and colorful.

Turned into a..

Dark and Sorrowful.

The vase was broken.

The windows are broken.

The bed sheets ripped into pieces.

The pictures scattered all around the place.

The flowers are died that Jin used to plant them alive.

And Nayeon..

Is...

Full of scars...

Full of bruises..

Full of blood shots..

And full of sadness to her whole face...

She's kept on hurting herself..

Because she so lost..

All emotions was mixing on her mind.

Happiness because she broke all the things.

Sadness because she missed her friends and loved ones.

Angry because she's the reason why her friends leaved her.

Hurt because Jin left her.

She can't do anything..

She can't bring back the old memories..

The only thing that she can do is..

To accept the truth..

But the truth is..

The truth is..

Truth is hurts..

The truth that Jin was gone..

The truth that her friends left her..

The truth that her parents angry at her..

And the truth that she's totally crazy..

She can't think straight..

She can't let herself down..

Afraid on everything..

And that's her..

There's no one can change her..

But Jin..

She stood up and put the picture on the table..

It was 7 of evening..

She went downstairs..

She can see the mess that she made..

And she can see her 2 dogs..

Laying at the couch..

She came near to them..

She can see that her pets was so weak..

Because she didn't feed the for days now..

She cried and kneeled down..

“ I'm, so sorry!! I can't take care of you.. ”

She said while patting the dogs..

She carried the dogs and hugged them..

And then she went to the kitchen, she get the dog foods, and fed them up..

You can totally know that they were hungry..

But Nayeon, is still not hungry..

She saw a picture.

The picture of her and her friends..

She misses them so much.

But she can't do anything..

She's not belong on their friendship at all..

She's always blamed herself..

She always balmed herself for breaking their friendship..

And then she went to her room.

Just staring at the photo..

If she can bring back the time.

She can say to them that she's so sorry..

She drifted to sleep.