Chapter 9: BROKEN

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Nick's POV
I woke up. About 12:30 in the afternoon. I feel broken.. I don't even wanna think about all this shit anymore. I just wanna stop my heartbeat right now, I'm fucking tired of life.. I woke up, not hungry since I ate and ate last night. Today I went to a Trade Shop and traded some of my fish for alcohol I bought like 1 box. I didn't wanna show the "Couple" That I'm drinking might ruin there 'Beautiful Relationship'. I walk into the woods, into a little shed place. I Remember a time like this. I was with Clem in a sellar. we were both drinking I don't remember what happened that time, But whatever I continue drinking, and drinking, drinking like it was my last sip. Why am I such a fuckin' screw up?

Luke's POV
I wake up earlier than anyone. I prepare breakfast and some drink. I sit in the table and start eating. Then Junior comes down stairs " You're pretty early Junior" I say to him " Yeah. It's cause I was thinking" Junior says " Tninking about what?" I ask him " Don't you think Clementine's Pretty??" Junior asks winking at me " W-what..?" I say to him nervously. " Well??" Junior asks "y-yeah.. Kinda.." I say nervously. "she's beau-" Clem walks downstairs and thank god she didn't here anything . "Hey Clementine!" Junior asks " Luke said you were kinda pretty" Junior says. Then Clem looks over to me and says " yeah, I think Luke is pretty too." She says insultingly. I smile at her. I like the way me and Clem are, but do I really wanna go farther than this..? Stuff like., Kissing and... Stuff like that, I don't really imagine myself ever being with Clementine, I guess this is the way it'll stay.

Clementines POV
I sit down next to Alvie and think about last night.. I really am I love with Luke.. I should confess to him.. But first I should get Junior to his friend.. Uh,, Beth was it...? "hey Junior want me to take you to ur friend Beth??" I say to Junior " it's Betty!" Junior says " okay." Then Luke looks over to me and says " Then who'll guard the house??" Luke asks " you will ! Don't worry I'll be back." I say to Luke "Where's Nick though..?" I ask to,him " Probably out huntin" Luke says calmly. Me and junior walk down the streets to come over Betty's house "Betty!!!" Junior shouts " Alvie!" Betty shouts the two were like best of friends. I smile and head back to the apartment, Kinda weird still calling it apartment, Rather than home.

Luke's POV
I was just sitting in the table cleaning the plates. Then Clem came in " Hey Clem" I say to her. but she didn't reply. "Clem??" She doesn't reply again I look behind me. It was Nick " Ohhh hey Nick." I say to him. He seemed pretty sad and tired, " Soo where'd you go??" I ask Nick " Ohhh you know. The usual. " He says "How's you and Clem??" Nick asks. What does he mean by that? I if he means if I'm okay and if Clem okay then I guess we're okay. " I know you two are 'Together'" Nick says " Don't tell Luke and Clem but.. I'm I love with Clem.. I was gonna confess my love to her.. But then Luke came In And Ofcourse he gets the girl. He ALWAYS gets the girl. I wish I could be like him.. But I can't be like that,. I just can't.. Anyways they can forget about me and live. Happily.Ever.After. Nick gets up then Goes into my room and locks the door.

Clem's POV
Here I go.. I open the door to see Luke turning his back. " L-Luke..." I say to him nervously " OH hey Clem." He says . Then I stay quiet for a few seconds then.. I just burst " I love you Luke! I love you.." I shout to him " a-are you serious??" Luke says " yeah. Ofcourse I am. I love you Luke" I say to him. Finally.. My heart is telling the truth.. I look at him and wait for an answer ' I love you too' is what I'm waiting for him to say "Sorry.. Clem but.. I don't feel the same bout' you.." Luke says.. The. After just those words Sorry.. Clem but.. I don't feel the same about you.. I feel like I'm a mirror that shattered into a thousand pieces, I feel so broken I want to cry all day. But I don't want to show him that I'm broken " H-h-h-haha! Y-you thought that I would fall for you!! H-h-ha! Your such a dick!! Anyways night' Asshole" I say to him then run into my room and lock the door, I cried so hard I don't know when's the last time I felt something hurt.. This much..I stuff my face in the pillow and cover myself in the blankets.. I just wanna die right now... The door opens its either Luke or Nick I think it was Nick but I didn't talk "Sleeping so early darlin?" Luke says. he thought I'm still playing this game of playful love.. I don't want that anymore. Luke sits next to me " Hey you should real--" I sit down and face him " YOU DONT KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVED YOU... I LOVED YOU SO MUCH... " I was embarrassed I was crying in front of him.. I just wanted to die so badly " C-Clem I..." I run outside and into the woods I just want to get away from all of this.. I sat down in a shed I found in the woods,, I don't want anyone to see or even talk to me.. I just want to be alone..

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