3. I feel you

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Félix's pov

Adrien was telling us his "scary" stories.. I was focusing on getting to Gabriel's room and find out what is he hidding. I had my plan.
"I'll go downstairs to get something to drink. I'm thirsty."
"Okay Félix." Adrien said and smiled.
I went secretly to Gabriel's room. There was a big painting of Emilie. I knew there is something hidding behind it. I moved the painting and there was a safe with a code. But I didn't had my stuff to unlock it.
"Shoot, what now.."
"Now you're gonna tell me what are you doing in here."
I freaked out.
"How the heck- you were spying on me!?"
"No, I was also thirsty but I noticed theese opened door that were not opened before. And also you were acting suspicious.." Zoé said.
"Forget about what you saw. And don't you dare to tell anyone."
"I want to know what were you doing in here!"
"Shhh shut up! Someone can hear us.."
She was quiet.
"..I don't want to have problems, and neither do you.. close this thing and come back. Or if there is something.. I want you to know that you can tell me anything, your secrets are safe with me, even when we don't know each-"
"You are NOT supposted to care about MY problems and what I'M doing." I jumped into her words.
"..I have already falled to this mess and I don't want to be near it. Do whatever you want.. but it's not comfortable thing when you're away and someone is messing with your stuff.. and if you won't leave then I have no choice, you can't do this, I have to tell Amelie-"
I grabed her hand tight.
"WAIT- fine.." I sighed. "I took a ring that belongs to my family because Gabriel didn't wanted to return it, so I made a copy to keep and now im about to give back the original one to the place.. enough?!" I lied.
"..thank you, for trusting me.. I won't tell anyone, I promise. But now we should go."
"Fine." I closed the painting and went out of the room.

We went back to Adrien's room.
"Now we can go to sleep. Good night." Adrien said.
"Good night."
"Good night."
"Night."
I layed on my side of the bed and Zoé on the other. I didn't wanted to sleep, I wasn't tired. I was just thinking and waiting for everyone to fall asleep.

I was trying to sleep but it was not possible to even close my eyes. Everyone were already sleeping. I standed up of my bed and walked to the window. I was watching the sky with the stars and the moon lighting on the whole city. Alot of thinks were running through my head. I didn't even wanted to look anywhere else than outside. I just wished Adrien had a balcony in his room so I can feel the cold fresh air in my face and the silence in the wind.
I was thinking why Gabriel even wants the miraculous. What is he up to?
I was pretty curious about that.
"You're not sleeping?" Zoé whispered.
I slowly looked behind me and saw her walking quietly to me. I didn't responded and looked out of the window again. She stoped next to me. It was embarrassing moment. Honestly I felt good when I thought everyone are sleeping.
"Are you alright?" She whispered.
That question got stuck in my head. I even asked myself.. am I alright? Is alright that my uncle is Shadow Moth, my dad died, my aunt died, I don't have much of friends like everyone does, I was bullied pretty badly and by the death of my father I became pessimistic person and this life is just messing with me like with a guy who acts like everything is alright and nothing bothers..
"You're thinking about something that bothers you, right?.. I know how it feels.. overthinking every night and staying awake till your mind will decide.."
She said quietly.
Yeh.. she can understand. She knows part of my mind just like I know part of hers.
"..You were bullied, right?."
She just looked away and stayed quiet.
"Words are quiet while the silence speaks." I said.
"..How did you know-?"
I looked at her.
"I noticed. You're not the only one who was.. it's nothing nice. Getting bullied and don't have anyone by your side who can protect you.. what a life."
I looked at the stars and tryed to find some shapes.
"You are not like everyone.. you are differend.. stronger, inteligent, unique.. we know each other only few hours and I can see clearly your personality. Not everyone can understand what you're going through, I also don't know everything about you, but I know, deep down.. you are really nice person." She said and smiled. I blushed little bit.
"..Thank you.. I can't believe someone really understands me.." I smiled back.
What the heck is happening-? Why im acting so weird..
"If you don't have much of friends here in Paris, I would love to be one."
My mind just blured. It took me a while to realize this situation.
"You.. would-?"
"Of course! Well, only if you want of course. I don't want to force you." She smiled again. It was so strange feeling for me.. every time she smiled my heart felt warm like when im with mom. She can do the same smile just like her.
"That would be.. nice." I whispered.
"Wanna hug?" She opened her arms and smiled. I automatically falled to her warm hug. Her heartbeat, the warmness, the nice smell of her hair.. I felt like at home. I didn't even wanted to let go. I was feeling really sleepy, I would even fall asleep in that hug. It was just, so nice..
She unhuged after a while, and my heart felt cold again.
"Let's go sleep, it's pretty late." She said.
I noded lightly and followed her to the bed.

I lied down on my side and covered up. I was really tired, the hug was just so warm and nice..
"Good night, Félix." She whispered.
"Night.." I said. My mind was so clear, I was feeling so warm. I don't know if it was because of the blanket, or because of the hug. I was watching her for a while, I didn't even knew what am I doing. Then I finally convinced myself to fall asleep.

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