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by Shania1252007

by Shania1252007

*TW>>>> mention of RAPE and ABUSE
When i woke up i got the worst headache ever, i rubbed my eyes and i saw i was in Rafe's bedroom and he left already i just got up and putted my hair in a low bun and just walked downstairs and saw Sarah in the kitchen and she saw me walking down the stairs and she looked at me like she saw a ghost. Hey Sarah it's no- but then i saw him walking in the kitchen with a smirk on his face i turned to look at Sarah but she had the angriest look on her face and looked me up and down i looked with er and saw the marks on my thighs and then i remembered last night what all happend but then i saw Sarah walk past me towards Rafe and said ¨I swear to got Rafe if you touch her like that one more time i will kill you and she turned her head to me again and asked if i was okay?¨ Sarah hey look at me i'm fine Rafe didn't touch me trust me i wouldn't let him and looked at him and he looked down i looked back at Sarah and told her what happend last night, so no Sarah Rafe didn't touch me or hurt me he helped me and i looked at Rafe again but i took a good look this time and i saw he had a cut on his lip i pushed Sarah away a little bit and pulled Rafe back cause he was about to walkaway and he turned around and i got my hand up to his lip and he pushed it away. ¨Jeez Shania i'm fine alright just fuck off already.¨ Fuck you Rafe i said back. i turned my attention back to Sarah and i said i'm sorry Sarah just he can get on my nerves sometimes. ¨Tell me about i live with him under one roof i want to kill him sometime but Shania have you looked in the mirror already? No why Sar? ¨I think you should see for youself.¨ I walked past her and went to the hall and looked in the mirror and saw i had some pretty big bruises from the last night, Shit! i mumbled i heard my phone on the counter i saw it was Kie so i texted back.

*text kie

Kie; Hey Shania, what are you doing today?

Me; Hey babes, uhh nothing special

Kie; Do you and Sarah wanna hang with us today we wanted to go to the beach and surf and maybe throw a kegger tonight

Me; Sure, why not 1pm at the chateau love you kiekie <3

Kie; Okay, love you too <3

Sarah we're going to the beach today with Kie and the others and there's a kegger tonight so we can can pack our clothes and stay at the chateau tonight, are you comming or not kook princess? ¨Sure fine , m'lady she then hugged me. I waited on Sar while she was packing her stuff and getting dressed for the beach, I sat on a bar chair in the kitchen i was just thinking calling with Kie about last night i needed to tell her i'll tell the boys later but i justed needed to tell Kie i asked her after a while, hey Kie? ¨Yeah what is it?¨ What if Rafe didn't help me last night would it have happend again the same thing Jackson did to me? Would he rape me? (When i was 15 so bassicly last summer I had a boyfriend Jackson he was 17 at the time and a kook he was a very toxic peron which i didn't realise at the begining but after about 1 month he started to hit me or kick me if i did something he didn't like and he did that for 2/3 months and one night we were on this kook party he was getting drunk and took my to the bathroom and raped me and after that night i wanted to kill myself but a week after that happened i couldn't keep it for myself so i toles Sarah and Kie first then JJ,John b and pope JJ was furious but still comforted me trough everything but after i broke up with him i didn't care about him anymore i slept with people after him but sometimes i'm just scared i will see him somewhere again) Would he Kie? ¨Shania it's okay i know i don't like Rafe but he saved you and i know deep in that dark heart of him he cares, okay?¨ Yeah i know Kie but after last night i just wanna get drunk. ¨Shania, tonight we're gonna get wasted okay?¨

Yes Kie, oh what whould i be without you, ilove you see you in 20 ¨Loveyou too Shania¨

*Rafe's pov

I was still downstairs i was gonna go up i am gonna meet Top at the beach but i heard her talking on the phone with Kie i hear my name so i started to listen, i was silent for a moment i was fucking mates with Jackson how can he have hurt her like that i mean i was at that party the night he did that to her, wait i did saw her walking out crying i thought she was crying cause she gave him a blowjob i even called her a slut the day after, jeez Rafe stop caring about her.

*My pov

i saw Sarah walking down the stairs, Jeez finally you're done ¨ Oh come on i wasn't that slow¨ Okay okay calm down princes, we left to my place and cot my stuff and i got dressed i putted on a triangle bikini with a hippie theme not gonna lie i looked hot, i putted some ripped cheecky shorts on with a blue bandeau top and my black converse.

We got to the chateau with my jeep.