NOT MINE

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You not mine. I hate you. You told me it was us forever, but you lied. I stepped out just to take a few moments for myself. I cried more than a thousand times. You were not mine and never was. I don't like you helping out other bitches because if we were something then I want you to act like it.
You not mine, but you have the nerve to try and fuck me. I hate the fact that I'm not your number one priority besides from your kids. You not mine, so you not shit special to me. Just give me the shit that I gave you and just forget about me. I'm not shit because you seem to forget and be a stupid bitch. I'm not trying to be a fool.
I can't have sex with you because I barely trust you too. I trusted you once and I'm trying to keep trusting you, but as long as I can't see what's happening behind close doors then I'm saying I don't know. I thought what we had was special, but it turns out that the love wasn't really true.
I know I get jealous and the fact about it is that I actually wanted to be with you, but you fucked me over. You're an unfaithful lover and for that I don't really want another.

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