Kiss The Rain

• Chapter 3: Last Words

Kai’s POV

“what’s with her?”I asked Tao. He stopped eating then looked at the direction I was looking at.

“oh her. Kris…will you do the honors?”Tao smirked then looked at Kris who was busy munching his food. Kris looked at the direction we were looking at…then a little smile…evil smile, crept on his face.

“Sachee Shin, two words.” Kris casualy said. “Mute Freak” Kris said boringly.

I was surprised. So that’s why she didn’t even thank me for returning her hanky. “why doesn’t she talk?”It’s a shame…she’s pretty. I mentally face palmed myself. Its not really the great time to think about that.

“It’s for you to find out”Kris and Chanyeol shared evil smiles. Its like Chanyeol already knew what Kris was thinking. “look here Kai. You want to be with our group? You want to become our friend?”Kris asked. I nodded. Well since I don’t know anyone yet, I think their cool. “then prove you’re worthy enough to be one of us.”Chanyeol added.

“how?”I was a bit puzzled at the moment.

“make the mute freak talk”Kris said. My eyes wided. How? She’s mute for heaven’s sake “well she isn’t really mute Kai. She had a problem years ago that she stopped talking until now. Now its up to you to make a change. Make her talk”

I looked at Sachee again. There is something different about her…and I have to found out what it is




Sachee’s POV

FASTFORWARD

 

Its already dismissal time and I have to go home. I fixed my things and went out of the room. I was suprised to see a smiling Onew infront of me. "Sachee..."I just looked at him "I'm sorry, VERY sorry"I gave him a 'what-are-you-talking-about' face and luckily he understood. "well...I have some kind of group project with my classmates and I'm afraid I can walk with you home. I'm sorry"He lowered his head.

He's cute. I mean...hes really kind, hes my first friend actually (eversince I stopped talking everyone started to avoid and hate me) since...I stopped talking.

I just placed a hand on his shoulders and he looked at me, I gave him a re-assuring nod, signing that it was okay and I'm used to going home alone. I smiled (a bit) at him and his face pinked a little "YAH! dont do that. Your making me wanna stay and go with you"he said as he scratched the back of his head. I smiled wider at his childishness and patted his head. He waved goodbye and I nodded. When Onew was out of my sight I turned around to start walking, but unfortunately....

"well if it isn't the mute freak" Here she goes again. It's Mary, and her friends. Mary smirked and her friends giggled. "unlucky for you I saw you going all squishy with Onew~oppa. shame on him, he's friends with you...and your what again?"she looked at her friends and grinned "oh I remember, your the ever so mute fugly freak"she gave out a laugh, and her friends laughed with her. If I was another person I would be scared and crying right now...but you know what? I'm used to it. I'm used to being like treated like this.

This is the consequences I have to pay. This is the life I should be living. I should be miserable, I deserve it.

"listen, freak. I like Onew~oppa, hes my type. I like him. So don't do anything I wont like if you dont want to face my wrath....UNDERSTOOD?!"She shouted at me but I didn't dare flinch. I mean what for?? I dont care about them. Kill me if they want to, it will be my pleasure. Its not like I care, its not like I can feel the pain if they hurt me. I've hurted alot emotionally, so a little physical pain wont hurt me alot.

I just stared at her coldly then when I'm sure shes done with her talking...I simply walked pass her like she never existed. "YAH FREAK!"she called but I didnt look back, I continued walking "STOP OR I'LL MAKE YOU STOP?!"she shouted like a dying hyena.

I stopped my tracks, but I didn't face her. "And don't you dare flirt with Kai too...he's also my type"Mary just smirked and high fived with her friends and left me there...standing frozen.

Of all the words she told me today...I dont know but those words...broke something deep inside. I suddenly grew weak. I started walking completely dazed. I walked down the stairs with my head down.

What's this feeling? So what? its not like I like Kai. Its not also like I want to flirt with him...but why in the world I'm acting like this?

Probably because Jong In looked like Kai...but. Impossible.

I was hugging my books tightly. But suddenly someone bumped me and all my books fell (and I thought I was clutching into them securely. Seriously? WHAT.IS.WRONG.WITH.ME?)

I looked at person I bumped into...and I almost hugged him. I thought it was him...Jong In. But the person in my class sitting next to me remended me that...he's not Jong In, he's Kai. And they...are two different people. We had eye contact for a few seconds before he kneeled down to pick the books I dropped.

I also joined him and picked some of the notes clipped in the books I had. "I-i'm s-sorry..."I was about to reach for the paper when he said that. I stopped. And for no reason...I fell flat sitting down into the cold floor of the hallway.

I suddenly went blank. Suddenly I felt broken into a thousand peices. The pain I was feeling a few moments ago was tripled. I knew his coming was going to be hard. His coming was more pain...more guilt...and more burden I have to carry. His voice, his diction, they way he said it, his lips while saying those words, his face while saying it, it all matched Jong In's. and what's worse...

FLASHBACK

 

"J-jong In"

 

"I'm s-sorry..."

END OF FLASHBACK

 

Those were the exact last words he said...before he left me.