Falling too hard

Fifteen

The drive was quick. I was eager to tell everyone I hooked up with someone. Hopefully it would make Brendon jelly.

We pull up and see Brendon and Akio's cars are already here. I grab my stuff and head inside.

"Hey babe!" Says Akio and hugs Hannah. Why am I jealous? Sam doesn't seem to look jelly. Oh right! She's also in a relationship.

I look around and see... a lot of trash...
"What th-" I say. "Yeah... we gotta clean it up before my parents get back. Or they'll kill me!" Says D.

We work for a good 3 hours cleaning and all that. I decide to head to the kitchen, where Brendon claimed to clean up.

"Hey" Brendon says as he looks at me... searching me. He glances at my lips then back to my eyes. "Hi... I finished the bathrooms... lots of vomit." I say.

"A lot of people got wasted" says Brendon, "including you..." he looks at me again. Then he looks at this dishes.

"I...figured..." I say. "Are you gonna help me with the dishes or just stand there?" He says. I roll my eyes then gather are the plates and put them in the sink.

"I'll rinse them... you put them in the dishwasher." He says. It takes us 1 hour to load the dishwasher (we were gonna have to do at least 2 more runs).

We dry our hands  And stare at each other. I decide to break the silence. "I hooked up with someone ya know," I say smirking.

He smirks back. "I know..." He says. What? "Uh how?" I ask. He smirks yet again.

He leans over me ever so slightly... he gets right up to my ear. His lips brush against them. "...I was the one you hooked up with..." he whispers.

Wth?! Let's go!

I pull back to look at him. For a split second he looked happy about saying that. Then he goes blank once again.

I don't know why... but I pull him in towards me and kiss him (which was easy considering he was leaning over me).

He doesn't do anything. I think he's shocked... it's always hard to tell with him. I pull away and he just stares at me.

He walks off. "Wtf.." I mumble. Something moves. "You guys were snooping?!" I say.

"It is my house..." said D. I roll my eyes. I leave really angry that they snooped. But thats what friends do...

I decide to look for Be.. thats what imma call him from now on.

I look everywhere. I go to check the gym. There some much high tech equipment here.. damn D's rich!

I see Be punching a punching bag. What did I do to hurt you? He was the last person I wanted to hurt. I cried just the littlest bit...

He turns around. I'm now angry! Oh... I think it might be that time of the month. Whatever.

He walks over. "Be.. i-i.." he looks at me clenching and unclenching his jaw.

"I-i..." I fumble my words. "I REALLY REALLY LIKE YOU OK?!" I say a little to loud.

This time he kisses me! Passionately but angrily at the same time. It was actually real...

I want to melt into him but before I could he pulled away. "Be..." I say.

He steps back. "We can't be together!" He says. "But why?!" I ask, angry that he just said that.

"Because... I can't... risk leave you... like my dad left my family. He's up there now and I'm left to keep my family stable!" He says.

His eyes are glossy. "Well..." I say crying. He walks towards the door. "You're doing that now!"

He takes a deep breath and walks out the door. I just sob and sob and sob. The girls come in. "Oh baby!" Said Sam.

Hannah come and hugs me. I slump to the floor not comprehending what just happened.

At least his dad didn't have a choice... unlike my mom...

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