Currently You Shouldn't Know. (Sebaciel) Warning Yoai

chapter 3!!!

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Ciel pov:

Surly he can't he is a demon

I just shrugged it off and handed and left no word but just left I was going to my study room 'dang you idiot you should've asked the schedule for today' I said in my head slapping my forehead

Sebastian walked in "oh, Sebastian what's the schedule"
I said he looked at me in amazement like I have never speak in my life witch normally when me and Sebastian get a bad mood or I do we don't talk for the rest of the day, but Sebastian normal stop's the silence at my bed time

"My lov-, I-i mean my lord the schedule is your going to have some paperwork and a visit with 'Elizabeth',"he said embarrassed of what he was going to say be for he cut his self and saying Elizabeth in such...annoyed

'wait was he going to say 'my love,' cuz if so I will love that but this isn't the case ciel get out of you stupid thoughts'

I started slapping my cheeks trying to snap out of it

"My lord, you ok you are slapping your self?" He said worried

'SEBASTIAN MAKE YOUR GOD DANG MIND do you want my soul or break my heart more cuz I can do that did you forget I have feelings'

I gave him a glare that was the sign to leave witch he was going to do until I said "wait, where you about to call me my love-" I stoped myself, that made Sebastian stop to but I said it In just a violent way it broke my heart when Sebastian turned and looked at me with sad eyes

I wanted to punch my self really hard he just turned around and left no word or anything I felt hurt even though I'm not the one getting yelled at of a mistake

Maybe he has a lover that he calls my love or darling all the things I want him to say to me

The thought made me tear up a bit

Wait then that's why he was gone maybe he was going out with a woman

I curled up on my chair with my ness to my head and cried in them I didn't want to think that but if that's true at least he will be happy and probably will be discussed with me Claude did with Alois that's how he died but what ever

I felt something against my lag I look down to see one of snakes reptile I think he calls her sweet cake cuz of how bright her pink and how sweet she is she looked at me and started rubbing her head on my neck it made me feel safe tbh she spends more time with me then snake and what snake says all the time is she really loves me she sleeps with me when I have my nightmares

"Hi sweet cake" I said in tears still sad about my thoughts "sweet cake do you know...how I could be nicer to people it's heard cuz I always lie but when I truly want to show how I feel it looks or sounds like I'm mad or upset"
I said petting her scales "you just need to show it with your voice ciel, says sweet cake" snake came out of nowhere

"Oh, snake you startled me"

"Just like that ciel show it in your voice in stead of a Earl voice do your own voice, says sweet cake"

"Last night I heard Sebastian talking about how horrible you treat him thinking he doesn't have feeling cuz he is a demon, says carlee" snake said giving me a look of what carlee just said then I realized

"Umm I don't know what your talking about Sebastian human"

"Sebastian showed his true self to us already smile" snake said I never heard him not translation of his reptiles it was him not sweet cake not carlee not Emily but him "oh" I said in shock still and sad