Unexpected

Come with us ?

My mothers funeral was yesterday , i couldnt bring myself to get out of bed but i did , i got up put on my black knee length dress and said my final good byes , to my best-friend.
Many people showed up to show their respects , to say goodbye , people i had never even heard of , they were coming up-to me and hugging me and giving me that sympathetic smile . My mother she had a great send off.

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Ive been sitting in the corner of my new room staring at the three walls with my covers wrapped around my body like i was a caterpillar
"Morning love" louis peered his head through the door
I gave him a small smile
"Can i come in? " he asked hesitantly
"Come in" i didnt move a mussel he walked into the room letting the light from the hall light up my dark room he walked over and placed himself down beside me on my bed "i know its hard but i promise it will get better , i know the pain wont go away but it will get easier to handle " he spoke softly
"And i know that you arent going through this alone " he said putting his hand on my knee.
I looked up to him giving him a smile , "come on love , lets go get something to eat yeah?" He asked as he wiped one of my tears away i nodded unwrapping myself from the covers
"Be down in five " i spoke softly he just nodded an left the room
I got up from the bed and grabbed my jack wills hoodie and a pair of plain black leggings and dressed my self , i grabbed my phone and my beats ear buds leaving my room for the first time in over a week
"Louis you did it " i heard from the living room i turned round to see The family with huge smiles on their faces "im takibg her to breakfast and then maybe a walk " he spoke grabbing his wallet
"No need" i said
"Its on me you got me out of my room , my treat " i said knowing he would still put his wallet in pocket
He shook his head "aww love you havent known my for long enough then" he smiled to me and pulled me out the door , giving me just enough time to shout a quick goodbye
"Sooo what would you like " he asked as we sat at the far table in a little cafe that is located in the middle of doncaster
"Ill have two pancakes with chocolate and a tropical smoothie please" i said scanning the menu and nodding confirming my order ,
" that sounds quite nice actually ill have the same but make it a apple and banana smoothie please" louis spoke nicely to the waitress , who seems to be a fan , and she gave me the death glare many many times , im sure my pancakes are going to be spat in
" um excuse me , is there a problem" louis spoke to the waitress who was around nineteen , and her hair sat in a perfect blonde bum
"Ummm emmm no , not at all " she hurried off in shock
I gave out a light giggle
" the boys and i are going back on tour , you know, and im not going to be around for a while " he started to talk
Thats going to be hard Louis is one that i have warmed up to , and not having him around the house is going to be different . I thought as he spoke
"And You are more than welcome to come to a few shows here and there" he reassured me
I nodded
"Here is your food " the waitress spat as she flung down the plate infront of me
"Oh and here is yours louis " she spoke nicer and placed it down gently ,
"Oh and you can meet El you will love her ... Oh thank you " he spoke obviously trying to het the point across to the waitress that me an louis are NOT dating
"Oh um could i please have some napkins " i giggled

"Any way as i was saying , im not going to be around , but my mum mentioned to me that maybe you could come with us?" He asked i dropped my fork
"Wh-what " i nearly chocked on my pancake
"Maybe you could come on tour , take your mind off everything" it would be great but he has already done so much for me i couldnt ask for anything else
I shook my head " no i couldnt , i would just be a distraction" i kept shaking my head
" nonsense love it would be great your more than welcome , " he spoke tryibg to get me to say yes

"Maybe you should , you know come with us " he said taking a sip of his smoothie