Shelby Sister

Forgiveness

Two Days Later

Leah's POV

I haven't spoken to any of my brothers for the last two days. I think I might've gotten through to them because they were always at my door, trying to apologize.
I just ignored them but I started to feel sorry because they were just worried and mad, I was overwhelmed and just snapped. I had a good point but it's been long enough.

"Leah we're sorry ok just talk to us, we were just scared alright, your our baby sister, we would lose our minds if anything happened to you".
I sat there thinking before sighing and standing up. As I opened the door John grinned and pulled me into a hug, whispering "thank you's" into my ear. I hugged him back while telling him I was ok and I forgive him, he just hugged me tighter, "I love you, Leah. Don't ever forget that" I just look up and nod.

After forgiving all of my brothers they decided they wanted to go too the Garrison, I chose to stay at the house not wanting to babysit a bunch of drunk adults. I lay on my bed filling in my journal it's basically my diary I just prefer the word journal. It's a log about myself that I update whenever I can, it has some of my best and oldest memories and some of my worst. I couldn't find the strength to finish writing about my incident so I decided to do it now.

Leah Shelby 

Journal entry

Today I lost my virginity.

But not in the way a girl would hope too, the way that's filled with love and passion, no this way was filled with dread and fear. I don't understand how I  am able to write this but I feel I need too, so hopefully I could look back and think to myself if I was able to get through that, I believe I could get through anything.
So to put it plainly I was raped, then left with pain, nightmares and horrible memories. I will have to live with many terrible thoughts and visions.
What did I do to deserve this?
Leah.

2 hours later

Sitting in the kitchen with my family, I drank my tea slowly waiting for Isaiah . Him and I had plans to go to the pictures.
Hearing a knock on the door I rise from my seated position and make my way outside, Isaiah stood there looking nervous so I gave him a smile, then off we went.

Time skip

Isaiah and I were having a great time together but it was getting late so we decided to head back to mine.
I opened the door to a chaotic house, chairs were flipped, glass shattered, holes in the wall, food on the floor and picture frames broken. In the middle of it all was a journal, my journal.

I stood there with a face full of dread.

They knew.